chesca

Life is good.

I'm still having little crazy moments where I think I'm worthless, useless, everybody hates me (and I really must sort out seeing someone about that) but otherwise things are on the up.

I need to stop judging myself by what it is other people are doing etc and recognise that I'm actually quite happy being a little bit of a hermit. I'm sure if I had oodles of cash I'd do live differently, but I don't, and I don't want to get into debt so that I can go partying all the time and ruin my liver and be incompitent at my job (coz I definitelt cannot work with a hangover!).

For now, studying has to come first (as much as I'm crap at self-motivation).

And I have a new crush. Who knows if I'll have the guts to do anything about it. I'd like to find out more about him first but I don't think that's an option. Still, at this point it just being a crush is fine - too easily distracted!

End of year party coming up - soooooooooo excited! It's on the HMS Belfast and I'm cross fingers getting a pretty 1950s style swing dress to wear to it

I want to listen to more new music - anyone got any suggestions? I have quite varied taste: punk, jazz, rock, folk, dance...