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my mood was such that I slept late, purely to attempt to escape the overall feeling in my head and heart. I've had the day of a depressive - curtains closed, not getting dressed. eating a bowl of honey nut cheerios. despite the name, they don't cheer you up. I might sue.

my mood was temporarily and slowly lifted by some sweet words from a friend, and the vague suggestion of a trip to the Blue Reef Aquarium by another. The sharks scare me, the tropical fishes make me beam like a child. It's a trade off.

I'm listening to 'Long Gone Day' by Mad Season.. it makes me want to be wearing a beret, smoking tar-laden cigarettes without a filter, drinking espresso, and have bongos infront of me. goddamn beatniks. Mark Lanegan's voice makes me want to have slow sleepy sex...spooning perhaps..

Go download it or something. You'll see what I mean. Actually; go buy the Mad Season album. Its a classic must-have.

My boss put a teeny ring and a teeny bar back into my 2 belly piercings yesterday. I'm back to my original 9 piercings now.. my ears are at 3.2mm, with big heavy ball-closure rings - the weight helps stretch them out. and in my belly i got a 1.2mm ring in the top and a very short 1.6mm bar in the bottom. I'm only telling you this cuz it helps me remember various gauges and sizes. I'm learning....
being at the piercing shop makes me so happy. I love it there - dream job scenario.

I moan about how Portsmouth is shit. But its where I know, and I guess I'm happy here, for now. It's a town full of degenerates, low-lifes and teenage mothers. But the good people here make it worthwhile.

x fin x

p.s also..on myspazz, this guy messages me with the subject 'lay the cable'.. the message purely read: I need to go curl one out, so leave something for me to read for when i get back. what the fuck?!