Went out for dinner tonight with my best friend...
She was my sister for 5 year,my sidekick...the one who i thought was me. Who others thought was me.There wasnt a day nor a night we werent together....
Everyone knew us as "kel and ash"...if there was one of us,there was the other.
About a year ago now,we had a fight...because she wouldnt come to the carnival with me..and she dogged me for a boi. We didnt talk for 6 months,no phone call,nothing.It was fkd up.....i made new friends and made 1 new enemy.One that i thought would never be.
6 months after nothing...i get a phone call.
"kel,this is dumb...lets catch up over lunch". So i agree.....
We go to lunch....it goes back to exactly the way it was....it wasnt weird,we just went back to the same old way. Then she hits me with something.
"Kel....im engaged"
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is my little friend...she cant be engaged...shes a slut! Im not mean...but...she was. We knew how to have fun and she would be the last person anyone would ever expect to get married....and first.Out of all us. NOWAY!
Anyways...a year has gone since she told me she was engaged....she is still in love with her "financee" very much. I have to be happy for her...but shes changed so much. I miss the old Ash....I hang with her probably once a month now...hoping that the old Ash will come back...but it never does.Shes gone forever. I`ll love her the same till the day i die ...Spose we grow up. But i always expected me and her to be the last to grow up together...
Now im havin a few drinks for her....in hope that someday the little Ash will come back.
She was my sister for 5 year,my sidekick...the one who i thought was me. Who others thought was me.There wasnt a day nor a night we werent together....
Everyone knew us as "kel and ash"...if there was one of us,there was the other.
About a year ago now,we had a fight...because she wouldnt come to the carnival with me..and she dogged me for a boi. We didnt talk for 6 months,no phone call,nothing.It was fkd up.....i made new friends and made 1 new enemy.One that i thought would never be.
6 months after nothing...i get a phone call.
"kel,this is dumb...lets catch up over lunch". So i agree.....
We go to lunch....it goes back to exactly the way it was....it wasnt weird,we just went back to the same old way. Then she hits me with something.
"Kel....im engaged"
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is my little friend...she cant be engaged...shes a slut! Im not mean...but...she was. We knew how to have fun and she would be the last person anyone would ever expect to get married....and first.Out of all us. NOWAY!
Anyways...a year has gone since she told me she was engaged....she is still in love with her "financee" very much. I have to be happy for her...but shes changed so much. I miss the old Ash....I hang with her probably once a month now...hoping that the old Ash will come back...but it never does.Shes gone forever. I`ll love her the same till the day i die ...Spose we grow up. But i always expected me and her to be the last to grow up together...
Now im havin a few drinks for her....in hope that someday the little Ash will come back.
it's sad how people change. there's a couple of friends i have who are in a similar scenerio though not engaged. like a good friend of mine who i used to drink with at least 2 times a week with and go crazy..now she is homebound living with her boyfriend and never wants to come out