cherrytrash

"I don't want to die".... its a sentence that Im sure we have all heard, thought or even uttered a million times but ever since I had my son its a sentence that has been rattling around my brain several times a day. How could I be so selfish as to smoke, eat crap and generally ignore my health when I have the most amazing, most beautiful, most precious reason in the world to be be alive and healthy for as long as I can. Jasper is my world, my everything, my reason to breathe, my reason to get out of bed in the morning.

So I have started exercising, eating healthy - result: I am losing weight and I have more energy
I have gone 5 days without cigarettes and diet coke - result: I am starting to breathe easier which leads to more exercise which leads to more energy, better sleep and better mood ( not to mention the improvement in my skin...oh wait..I guess thats mentioning it )

here are a few photos I took of Jasper:























And here he is watching TV with his dadda



And here he is asleep with his Godfather - Uncle Timmo