where is my friend? i need to talk to them so badly but no matter when i call i can't seem to catch them. so many haunting questions that are plaguing me right now. why do so many people talk to me but only talk to me about you. why do they tell me things that i didn't know, but they swear is the truth that they heard straight from you. as your friend i have to believe you would tell me these "truths" first before you would tell the swarm of people that buzz around the office. I try so hard to ignore the buzz, but when its been so long since we've spoken or seen each other the horrible buzz sound only seems to grow louder. I swear i am about to go crazy listening to it! i need you to silence it, please.