Weekends spent with friends are pretty awesome, yes they are.
Mike and I spent most of the weekend lying in his bed playing video games. It was fun.
Sometimes, I just don't understand the relationship I have with Mike. I'm comfortable enough to have sex with him, but not comfortable enough to dress and undress in front of him.
I wish I understood him better. He's so confusing. He's not a very good converstionalist, but he wants me to talk to him. I hate talking to people who just listen and have nothing to say back.
Lying close to each other in bed is awesome, but the sex that isn't as good as it used to be isn't. I hate that. I feel like ... I don't know. Sometimes I feel like he's only out to pleasure himself, but the way he kisses me says otherwise. BAH. Why can't he just say what he wants?
The rain sucks hardcore. On my way home, I was going through puddles that made ten foot waves. I so wished someone was walking by me then. it would have been funny.
There really isn't anything interesting happening right now, so this is kind of a fruitless update.
But the band Psychostick is amazing and the movie Pay it Forward and good but sad. I recommend both.
<3 Sara
Mike and I spent most of the weekend lying in his bed playing video games. It was fun.
Sometimes, I just don't understand the relationship I have with Mike. I'm comfortable enough to have sex with him, but not comfortable enough to dress and undress in front of him.
I wish I understood him better. He's so confusing. He's not a very good converstionalist, but he wants me to talk to him. I hate talking to people who just listen and have nothing to say back.
Lying close to each other in bed is awesome, but the sex that isn't as good as it used to be isn't. I hate that. I feel like ... I don't know. Sometimes I feel like he's only out to pleasure himself, but the way he kisses me says otherwise. BAH. Why can't he just say what he wants?
The rain sucks hardcore. On my way home, I was going through puddles that made ten foot waves. I so wished someone was walking by me then. it would have been funny.
There really isn't anything interesting happening right now, so this is kind of a fruitless update.
But the band Psychostick is amazing and the movie Pay it Forward and good but sad. I recommend both.
<3 Sara
I hope things work out for the two of you.
I have been in this rain all day.
Went paintballing at 8:30am until 4:00pm
Drenched.
( we where outside in the woods no rain coats or anything )
^_^
The End
Dear Sun,
I know we don't have the best relationship, I don't go out in you much. But I promise to be good if you come back to NH. Please? It is very cold and wet here since you've been gone.