I am sorry to my lovely followers that I have been absent most of this year (2022). If you’ve been around awhile you know that I used to post nearly every single day, whether it be a blog about me or my life, a selfie, photoshoots, my adventures or my pets & post a Humpday Dance Video every single Wednesday for over 2 years straight. I was one of the very few who kept up with my scheduled “SGTV” weekly live video for over a year. Sadly, it only gets you so far & as much as I have a great time on the site, love interacting with you all, have gained quite a few fans here.. it’s a lot of work for what some of us actually get in return. Unfortunately, I haven’t been able to keep up with what I give when what I receive has dwindled away long ago. Even if I go back to the activity I once had, I think I’m still stuck, because well.. there’s a reason I cut back.
Things have been hectic in the world, in life, and I’m sure as many of you know, here on the site as well. I’ve since kept quiet but even doing so has still lost me connections without reason, unfollows & so on. Which has left me shrugging & unsure what to do. I cherish the work I’ve put into this site, not just my photosets but my whole page here filled with tidbits about me & my life. I’ve created relationships with not only other models but followers I have here as well.
This for a long time was my safe place & I was loved here.. featured blogs & videos on the front page often, invited for streams & promotions, staff interaction.. and I earned it. I was active, kept things fun on my page & did my best to help you get to know me past just looking at my photos. It was my go to! Helped me feel comfortable in my hairy little body that people here adore so much, brought me up when I was down, made me laugh when I needed it and have interesting conversations where maybe I learn something or I help someone else to. I can go live for hours without ever being made to feel uncomfortable, which you can’t even do on Instagram. It still is at times, my safe place, I’m not going anywhere.
I guess I’m just dropping in to say hello, I miss you all & what I once was and had here, that I am alive and doing okay for the most part. My dog, Elvis has some health problems that were difficult to deal with at the end of 2021, got C*vid in January, am dealing with heartbreaks & losses and wrecked my beloved 4Runner last week. Life has been a whirlwind, I’m trying to keep up. I know some people have been wondering about me, I get some questions & messages. So this is the best insight I can give at the moment as I am still needing to figure myself out in many different aspects. My world has been turned upside down with one thing after another and I have been trying to just ~breathe~
Theres been too much to go through, organize & get together as far as my life, my thoughts & my content goes as well. So just bare with me, thank you for being here & elsewhere and look out for my new set coming VERY soon. 💚
xoxo 🍒 💣
