ILL FOREVER BE YOUR ANDROGYNOUS ALBINO LEOPARD GIRL
(rant rant rant about nothing)
writing blogs?
sitting around writing about yourself and your life and your world. its that time that you can reserve all for you. its great and its lovely and it makes you refeel emotions from moments that have already passed. sometimes writing blogs isnt even about wether someone will read them, its not about wether someone will place a comment. it can be about putting your heart out there into the universe. i always feel that i need a time, a place, a space to let me be as self absorbed as i pretend not to be in the world.... and you know what. it doesnt have to be cool, it doesnt have to be fun, all it has to be is time for you to be you.
reading blogs?
its for those times in your life when your feeling a little uninspired, a little lacklustre, and maybe even a little vanilla. dont worry, your not. just read other peoples more boring blogs. its kinda like not finishing your dinner and then being sad about all the people in poverty.... you know, you realise that your world is going to be ok. wierd analogy, but im not a writer, im just trying to put two emotions together to make something make sense to me. thats all.
making up an alter ego?
this is something that i have been doing alot in the past week or so. ive been researching baby name websites, i have been trying on wigs, my closet has gone from jeans jumpers and sneakers, to pumps, stillettos and pushup bras. ive been survivng on salads and wine, instead of french fries, toasties and beer. ive been thinking about carreer changes and going to university, ive been hanging out with some friends and ignoring some others (not very nice, i know), ive been buying lonely planets for different cities..... and im just not too sure whats wrong. maybe im just bored. but its not that kind of bored where you dont have anything to do.
x cherry
(rant rant rant about nothing)
writing blogs?
sitting around writing about yourself and your life and your world. its that time that you can reserve all for you. its great and its lovely and it makes you refeel emotions from moments that have already passed. sometimes writing blogs isnt even about wether someone will read them, its not about wether someone will place a comment. it can be about putting your heart out there into the universe. i always feel that i need a time, a place, a space to let me be as self absorbed as i pretend not to be in the world.... and you know what. it doesnt have to be cool, it doesnt have to be fun, all it has to be is time for you to be you.
reading blogs?
its for those times in your life when your feeling a little uninspired, a little lacklustre, and maybe even a little vanilla. dont worry, your not. just read other peoples more boring blogs. its kinda like not finishing your dinner and then being sad about all the people in poverty.... you know, you realise that your world is going to be ok. wierd analogy, but im not a writer, im just trying to put two emotions together to make something make sense to me. thats all.
making up an alter ego?
this is something that i have been doing alot in the past week or so. ive been researching baby name websites, i have been trying on wigs, my closet has gone from jeans jumpers and sneakers, to pumps, stillettos and pushup bras. ive been survivng on salads and wine, instead of french fries, toasties and beer. ive been thinking about carreer changes and going to university, ive been hanging out with some friends and ignoring some others (not very nice, i know), ive been buying lonely planets for different cities..... and im just not too sure whats wrong. maybe im just bored. but its not that kind of bored where you dont have anything to do.
x cherry
You sound kind of restless.