(Written while listening to 2 Rights make 1 Wrong by Mogwai. Please put it on if you have this track. Otherwise, any Mogwai will do)
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Cherry : Mystery Girl
It gets more difficult to talk about myself the more time I spend in my own company. In a way I want to use this as an excuse for my silence. It's no use, though.
I've found some immense friendships recently. It feels good to actually be falling in love with the world again. It's a natural antidote for hate, and I suppose it's a start. All I've ever wanted and craved is the opportunity for a good beginning; I just don't think it was ever meant to be. The beginning was over a long time ago and it's time that I got to working on the middle before the end suddenly surprises us all.
I feel like there might be a lot of different things on the horizon for me, but it seems so far away until suddenly I realise I've fallen asleep and I've been carried all the way there.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have to speak in riddles and I could break out of myself. There seems to be immense beauty and inspiration in the darkest places of my world and on the one hand it terrifies me but on the other it renews a kind of hope. There's the hope that these dark corners of my mind will aid me to show the world how it looks to me; like a mirror made of flesh, and thoughts, and memories.
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Cherry : Adventure
I've been on quite a few adventures since my last ramblings on here. I'm not sure I can condense them all enough so I don't bore you to death. Let me just say that without my little adventures last weekend with Kit, Electro, dodgerofjam or Danny my life wouldn't be as rich.
Also, I had the most fun I've ever had whilst being waist deep in the North Sea with my clothes on last week with AnnaLee. That girl is magical and I feel lucky to count her as a friend.
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Cherry : Mystery Girl
It gets more difficult to talk about myself the more time I spend in my own company. In a way I want to use this as an excuse for my silence. It's no use, though.
I've found some immense friendships recently. It feels good to actually be falling in love with the world again. It's a natural antidote for hate, and I suppose it's a start. All I've ever wanted and craved is the opportunity for a good beginning; I just don't think it was ever meant to be. The beginning was over a long time ago and it's time that I got to working on the middle before the end suddenly surprises us all.
I feel like there might be a lot of different things on the horizon for me, but it seems so far away until suddenly I realise I've fallen asleep and I've been carried all the way there.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have to speak in riddles and I could break out of myself. There seems to be immense beauty and inspiration in the darkest places of my world and on the one hand it terrifies me but on the other it renews a kind of hope. There's the hope that these dark corners of my mind will aid me to show the world how it looks to me; like a mirror made of flesh, and thoughts, and memories.
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![](https://static.flickr.com/62/217096442_008eeaf5fc.jpg)
Cherry : Adventure
I've been on quite a few adventures since my last ramblings on here. I'm not sure I can condense them all enough so I don't bore you to death. Let me just say that without my little adventures last weekend with Kit, Electro, dodgerofjam or Danny my life wouldn't be as rich.
Also, I had the most fun I've ever had whilst being waist deep in the North Sea with my clothes on last week with AnnaLee. That girl is magical and I feel lucky to count her as a friend.
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To reward you for making it this far I have some photos for you:
Renegade Burlesque at Leeds Festival 2006:
RavenIsis (click for a larger version)
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phinn:
My email wont open, but i'll keep trying x
phinn:
The account! its driving me mad... i hate it when things dont work x
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