cherianna

Last night was amazing. Walking home in the rain felt so damd good. I've always loved the rain but last night was just so much better. Maybe cause it was warm out and there was no wind. Every time I walk in the rain it clears my head. It makes me feel like there is nothing on this earth that could upset me at the moment. I wish I could have kept walking but sadly I had to go into work today so I needed to get to bed. Maybe for once it'll rain on a weekend when it's nice out and I can just walk for hours cause that's really all I wanted to do.

Work is pretty gay. Right now they're saying they don't have enough money for payroll so they keep sending some of us home early. I hate it because I want to work and get my full hours because I need the money but nope. Sucks. I got off today around 2:15 and went over to Meagans after staying home for a bit. Now I'm back at home for dinner ah. I honestly can't wait till the weekend. Friday night is battle of the bands but it's supposed to be FREEZING so who knows if we'll go and saturday we're just going out to the bowling alley. It should be nice and relaxing, hopefully. All I really want to do right now is just sit around and relax.

I wish he would fucking text or something. Why are some men such assholes?

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken