Well, I got to a mental health team AND a doc's appointment on Thursday. Busy boy! The mental health team worker went through an assessment with me, I think she said I scored a 19.5. Maybe that's crap, I'm not sure, but she said I was moderate to severely depressed. Except she said maybe it wasn't depression I was feeling. She was pretty non-specific actually. I had the five factor model explained to me like I was a five year old, and how the factors interlink, i.e. how I feel affects my mood, how my mood affects my actions, how my actions affect my mood BLAH BLAH BLAH.
I know I have to go throught his process but come on! Anyway I have to go back next week, and I was appreciative of the help, even though I don't sound it! I have to write my thoughts when I feel down on a sheet (that's sheet SINGULAR) of paper, when I could fill a book lol. And work on some excercises to help my god damn fucking negative thought processes ha ha.
I also got two months of Citalopram off Dr. Jones. When I was in seeing her, all I kept running through my head was the Aqua song, quite aptly named 'Dr. Jones' lmfao. I nearly sniggered at one point during the appointment.
So I'm a happy bunny now. YAY FOR ME!!!!! Oh I'm so happy, I could kick a puppy. :-D
I know I have to go throught his process but come on! Anyway I have to go back next week, and I was appreciative of the help, even though I don't sound it! I have to write my thoughts when I feel down on a sheet (that's sheet SINGULAR) of paper, when I could fill a book lol. And work on some excercises to help my god damn fucking negative thought processes ha ha.
I also got two months of Citalopram off Dr. Jones. When I was in seeing her, all I kept running through my head was the Aqua song, quite aptly named 'Dr. Jones' lmfao. I nearly sniggered at one point during the appointment.
So I'm a happy bunny now. YAY FOR ME!!!!! Oh I'm so happy, I could kick a puppy. :-D
Do I dare break into the chorus, in the knowledge she will join in?
I have to go see her again in six weeks. I think I may. At least if she doesn't join in, I can do one of two things;
1. Blame my depleted mental capacity on account of my illness.
B. Blame the drugs.
The second is probably the safer option. Their list of side effects is so extensive, it will work easliy.
Of course, Dr. Jones may sing; then all will be right in the world. It will actually most probably cure my depression instantly if she does. She may actually be reading this. If you are Dr. Jones, I'm onto you. I know all aboout you! You look and act oh-so-straight laced, but I saw the fuck-me-boots you were wearing the other day when I came into your office; patent leather, knee length. There is no denying that!
So Dr. Jones, when are you posting your first set on here? We are all dying to see it. Will there be some sort of Aqua reference in there, that would be fab!!!!
RANT OVER. I'm fine again x