chenz

I have a pair of pink Bannana Man duds. I bet y'all can't even come close to that. I think they are the best birthday present anyone has bought me. EVER.

It's my god-given right to be a cunt. Which is an absolutely appalling statement, coming from an agnostic.

mentalrage:

That's a pretty fair assessment, it's well known that my SG name is rather fitting. I spend a lot of time venting my frustration about society in general.

Mar 7, 2010

I have over the past week or so begun a blossoming relationship with a beautiful, kind, sexy girl. The whole thing was so easy, she is totally laid back and we get on so well. She aid we had both had such a bad time with relationships the past year or so, that we should avoid putting a label on what we have in case...
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Well, I got to a mental health team AND a doc's appointment on Thursday. Busy boy! The mental health team worker went through an assessment with me, I think she said I scored a 19.5. Maybe that's crap, I'm not sure, but she said I was moderate to severely depressed. Except she said maybe it wasn't depression I was feeling. She was pretty non-specific actually....
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zombiefun:

Oh my god I love that song XD

Mar 6, 2010

chenz:

LMFAO, it ain't the first time I seen her, and she really is quite lovely! But no matter how serious the ailment or condition, I always have that music playing in my head. I'm sure she does too.

Do I dare break into the chorus, in the knowledge she will join in?

I have to go see her again in six weeks. I think I may. At least if she doesn't join in, I can do one of two things;

1. Blame my depleted mental capacity on account of my illness.

B. Blame the drugs.

The second is probably the safer option. Their list of side effects is so extensive, it will work easliy.

Of course, Dr. Jones may sing; then all will be right in the world. It will actually most probably cure my depression instantly if she does. She may actually be reading this. If you are Dr. Jones, I'm onto you. I know all aboout you! You look and act oh-so-straight laced, but I saw the fuck-me-boots you were wearing the other day when I came into your office; patent leather, knee length. There is no denying that!

So Dr. Jones, when are you posting your first set on here? We are all dying to see it. Will there be some sort of Aqua reference in there, that would be fab!!!!

RANT OVER. I'm fine again x

Mar 6, 2010

Needed to clear my head tonight after everything that has been going on, so I had a drive down to the cosat. I love the beach, and it was incredibly beautiful tonight.

There wasn't much wind, though it was absolutely freezing. I walked along the sand, and it was quiet, all I could hear was the sound of the ocean. I was alone with my...
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sldnhffg:

hey, thanks for the advice

im still getting used to it, but im glad im on it. I think as far as 'sexual performance' ive been feeling more up for it, so im rather lucky haha.

Mar 1, 2010

I really thought I had a handle on how I was feeling. Seemed like I was past the worst of it, but now I am right back to square one.

I'm going to have to call the docs tomorrow. I have been putting it off for weeks, and I haven't had any form of anti-depressant now for a couple of months.

It's too easy to...
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Everything's so blurry.

What a crash today, I feel so fucking low. I think it's probably time to go talk to someone about how I feel, because the way I deal with it hasn't evolved enough for me to honestly say I can handle it without my day to day functionality being seriously impaired.

I haven't got any motivation to do anything. I'm missing Nik. There is no...
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Shit! Where the hell has the week gone? It only seems like seconds ago since my last blog at the start of the week, and yet here I am blogging on a Thursday night.

I have only just recovered from last weekend as well. Never mind! Just gonna have to push throught he pain barrier lmfao.

Looking forward to the weekend, got some serious debauchery...
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