BLAH!!! I dont mean to vent today but i am really really confused.
Lately... well not lately but alot of time my thought has gone into weather i want to be in a relationship or not anymore. Ever since my boyfriend and I moved into a house together I have noticed somethings that I really dont care for. Like not ever helping me clean the house. Me having to always do his dishes and laundry. Never having anytime to myself in the house with him because his friends come over like 5mins after we get home from work.
I HATE IT!!! I am just getting tired of it. He said he would help me with the kitchen last night and then when we got home his friend Justin comes over. It wasnt even 5 mins after i got home. You know i would love to walk around in my underwear at times and i cant even do that. WHAT THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO TAKE TO GET IT THROUGH HIS HEAD THAT I DONT LIKE THAT SHIT. So I think I talk to him tonight and let him know that if he cant help me with the house and if his friends cant not come over for just one day then I am going to move out. I will give it one month to straighten out and if that doesnt change anything then I am out.
Also, I havent really felt like i am in a relationship with him anymore. We never ever do anything together at all. Unless there is a big event then maybe. If his friends dont want to go. I have told him that I would love to go to an amusement park with him and he just tells me that he doesnt like spending money on shit like that. He doesnt like to wait in lines and have to deal with a ton of stupid people. LAME!!!! I so want to go to disneyland. I havent been there since i was 5yrs. What the FUK!! I do shit for him i dont want to do. I do it out of love and he cant do shit for me. I am tired.
Also there is this guy Victor that used to work with me but now works somewhere else. He so wants to hang out with me and have fun. ( not in that way) But we have been talking through the internet myspace and texting eachother. It excites me that this guy wants to hang out and do something other then sit in the house all day. I love it. I just dont know what to do or how to go about hanging out with him without getting in trouble.
When i think to myself i ask myslef one thing: "Is this it? Is this how a relationship is? is it all lovey dovey in the begining and you hardly hang out with eachother for the rest of our lives?" I dont want that. I want someone who wants to travel and do things with me. Not sit on our asses every day or not ever hanging out at all.
Anyone need a kewl room mate?
Lately... well not lately but alot of time my thought has gone into weather i want to be in a relationship or not anymore. Ever since my boyfriend and I moved into a house together I have noticed somethings that I really dont care for. Like not ever helping me clean the house. Me having to always do his dishes and laundry. Never having anytime to myself in the house with him because his friends come over like 5mins after we get home from work.
I HATE IT!!! I am just getting tired of it. He said he would help me with the kitchen last night and then when we got home his friend Justin comes over. It wasnt even 5 mins after i got home. You know i would love to walk around in my underwear at times and i cant even do that. WHAT THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO TAKE TO GET IT THROUGH HIS HEAD THAT I DONT LIKE THAT SHIT. So I think I talk to him tonight and let him know that if he cant help me with the house and if his friends cant not come over for just one day then I am going to move out. I will give it one month to straighten out and if that doesnt change anything then I am out.
Also, I havent really felt like i am in a relationship with him anymore. We never ever do anything together at all. Unless there is a big event then maybe. If his friends dont want to go. I have told him that I would love to go to an amusement park with him and he just tells me that he doesnt like spending money on shit like that. He doesnt like to wait in lines and have to deal with a ton of stupid people. LAME!!!! I so want to go to disneyland. I havent been there since i was 5yrs. What the FUK!! I do shit for him i dont want to do. I do it out of love and he cant do shit for me. I am tired.
Also there is this guy Victor that used to work with me but now works somewhere else. He so wants to hang out with me and have fun. ( not in that way) But we have been talking through the internet myspace and texting eachother. It excites me that this guy wants to hang out and do something other then sit in the house all day. I love it. I just dont know what to do or how to go about hanging out with him without getting in trouble.
When i think to myself i ask myslef one thing: "Is this it? Is this how a relationship is? is it all lovey dovey in the begining and you hardly hang out with eachother for the rest of our lives?" I dont want that. I want someone who wants to travel and do things with me. Not sit on our asses every day or not ever hanging out at all.
Anyone need a kewl room mate?
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I feel ya on the people thing. Dan and I could not have made it five years if that's how our house was. I like to walk around nakid alot. and in fact dan usually calls me if he's on his way home and a friend is expected, so they don't walk in on me in my birthday suit.
the other guy is tricky...I don't beleive so much in your not in that way staement...in my expereince most guys that want to be friends also wouldn't mind sleeping with you too. I mean like 98.9 % of the time, unless they are gay, theyll sleep with you if you make it available, so um...yeah here's an idea...just tell your boyfriend that victor is gay as the day is long. that will help squelch and jealousy for the get go.
ok I'm so not helpful.
I am thinking about you gurl! I am off this weekend if you wanna do something!