chemakil

well sounds perfect for me being i'm almost middle-aged man

his solo Lp is just mystical, one of my recent favs; i love it when i'm chillin and workin on my art

ah yes, freelance design work- the reason i got into teaching yeah, job hunting sucks, this time around i got lucky finding a new job (which i start in january) just as i was on the verge of quitting the old one, which i woulkd have done anyways, but it's nice knowing i don't have to tighten my belt. i like my little luxuries too much, you know?

yeah, me and sofie, the swede, have been friends for about a year. it's one of those relationships that's just kind of evolved and deepened over time, and now it's like we know each oterh inside out, get each other (no one else really does) and there's just this mutual respect and that i think. . . i think all those things just make it make sense that we;'ve ended up waht we are now. and we fit. which is rare for me, i've had nothing but false-starts for the last decade, never really connected with anyone. til now.

honestly, though, i'ma bit shellshocked about the whole development into being more than friends, though. as utterly natural as it feels, it's just. . . out of the blue in a way. i didn't expect it to ever happen