So, its really fucked up. My grandmother has been ill for a few years now with breast cancer, but now it has just spread all over her whole body and is making every part of her body fail. Her immune system is shot, and she really only has maybe a few months to live at the longest. Hospice thinks she only has a few weeks. Its shitty that shes on hospice at all.
It is just pretty fucked up because she is the only person in my dumb family that I give half a shit about. She taught me so much and has helped lead me to be the artist that I am today. I have so much to thank her for. I have talked to her about this, so I feel complete for the most part, but it's still hard.
I just dunno what to do. There is nothin to do I guess than to show her love and support. There is no way to prepare myself for how I'll feel when she's really gone. Mebs.
It is just pretty fucked up because she is the only person in my dumb family that I give half a shit about. She taught me so much and has helped lead me to be the artist that I am today. I have so much to thank her for. I have talked to her about this, so I feel complete for the most part, but it's still hard.
I just dunno what to do. There is nothin to do I guess than to show her love and support. There is no way to prepare myself for how I'll feel when she's really gone. Mebs.
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What did you do, delete me and have to re-request????
Hope that things get better for you.
On the bright side, at least you can still talk to her. My grandma and Aunt were both way too out of it by the time we realized something was wrong. I never got to tell any part of them that could understand how much I appreciated them.
Treasure the last moments, and be grateful you have them. When she does pass, be content: You will see her again some day.
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