cheezitz

I didn't get the job... I was so ashamed that I didn't talk to my best friend for three days... I don't even know what happened, they sent me some bullshit e-mail basically saying "sorry, we don't want you." I'm not one to get super down on myself, but this really hurt my ego. I was relying on this to get me and Alex into our own place, I just want to feel like I am providing for my daughter....

maybe if I get the bakery going...

I did my first wedding cake this past weekend, and it turned out great! I had a few people ask for business cards, which I quickly realized I NEED to make up soon. I didn't sleep Friday night because I had so much work to do on the cakes, but it was so worth it, outside of Alex, nothing chills me out like just being able to bake with no distractions.

Between the wedding and the super bowl, this whole weekend was just one long string of craziness, I loved it! It involved:

~Drinking around 15 shots of espresso to pull an all nighter
~making a combined total of 26 cups of frosting, and 42 cups of cake batter
~watching the social network (which i loved)
~learning a lot about my craft
~getting called out in wedding vows
~wishing I could get married :/
~getting super drunky pants
~looking hot
~scaring the shit out of my ex by having to wake him up (he jumped like 2 feet, it was great)
~missing my baby....
~watching the Steelers lose
~taking a six hour nap

I'm sure there was way more, but I am more than ready for bed! Goofnight all (yes, I meant to do that)

~Cheezy

P.s. Pictures of the cake coming soon!