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Having epiphanies can sometimes suck.

So while trying to be responsible and sleep a relatively decent sleep schedule, I woke up in the middle of my alloted sleep time to the matters of the previous day. A friend in town has been busy with hanging out with her family, and I didn't expect much time or energy put towards me. Though when I talked to...
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The year 2008 Appears to be starting out on a very good note.

So New Years Eve I end up getting to have some very fun, slightly drunk sex with a friend of mine. We had tried to about a half year ago due to our significant others fucking us up and nearly the same time, but baggage and bad timing made it no more...
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My bed is quite cold, and I have not even a snuggle buddy.. Lame I tell you lame!

This isn't a pity statement, Cause I really am in a good mood recently, so much to think about and do with my life now, the chaos I have been thrown into isn't bad, it means things well be a first time again. and so many more possible last times to get to.

That being said, I have been rummaging around a thought in my...
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I feel like a Kid in a Grenade store.

So I am back into the game of dating. even though I never really dated, I always fell into relationships. Most girls I find attractive are kinda like grenades, very dangerous to handle, always a possible explosion. My ex wife was indeed a grenade. My Female friend who was also recently dumped by her boyfriend of...
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That electro-static anticipation, that drives our scientifically advanced culture onward, rings in my ears. It twist us all through it's pleasing momentum. We crave knowing glance, we yearn for that aching and exquisite first touch. Very little can compare to that tight embrace, filled with confusion and excitement; drenched in delighting possibility. With the curiosity of cats we weather our own inhibitions and self doubts....
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So I had intent to track down an old friend/ex girlfriend. Not because I was feeling the High fidelity vibe, but because I really disliked not keeping in contact with her. Alisa, she has always been one of my favorite people I have met and had the privledge of knowing. So I found her through myspace, and got to message her and got a response,...
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So I had intent to track down an old friend/ex girlfriend. Not because I was feeling the High fidelity vibe, but because I really disliked not keeping in contact with her. Alisa, she has always been one of my favorite people I have met and had the privledge of knowing. So I found her through myspace, and got to message her and got a response,...
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Talk about ackward.

So I had dental work done today, quite extensive, the dentist put me out for it. And afterwards he gave me demoral I believe for the intial pain. Now from what I have been told about demoral is that it has an amnesiac quality to it.

So before the appointment today I took out my Prince albert Captive bead hoop, and was...
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I often wonder why I am capable of remaining in solitude for extended periods of time with out too much care over it. Even after roughly 4 years of spending most to all of my free time with someone else around me, I don't feel lonely in the way I see and hear others feel, now that I am once again alone. If I strip...
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