so its really hard for me to write these things though i am going to attempt to do it an a regular basis, see after the whole attack thing i ended having to teaching myself to not only speak again but i am learning to spell again. so you will find me speaking out loud in front my pc verbally sounding every word like a 5 year old. its good practice and a good way for my brains to come back online...lol
So let me start out with talking about my favorite band vnv nation. I got to see them live last tonight. I get to the venue and I am told the shows sold out. Now . While in my coma I had these bizarre dreams where I would be walking though these bizarre landscapes where it seemed like these was music being pumped in from god knows where. I distinctly remember hearing certain songs and three of these songs were vnvs music.
So I saw mark outside the venue, the drummer, I tell him about this experience, so.. he guest lists me to make sure I get in. I even run into Ronan and got to talk to him about these dreams and how a part of my ability to come out of the coma was thanks to their music. As usual he was super humble hearing this .
But the best was to come. As he was announcing Dark Angel Ronan said something About being alive and the power and glory of that and while he sang the song
http://www.imeem.com/artists/vnv_nation/music/1Kv2CFhk/vnv-nation-darkangel-album-version/
<for those of you have havent hear the song..>
In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
powerless i watched from faces i'd assumed.
my purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air. Embrace the skies.
escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear. Given time you'll understand.
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
And this is the epic moment of the night. Ronan takes my hand and sings these words to me..
So many years I stood among
the thoughts and tears of those i served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years i walked unknown behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered.
WOW
They fall again.
They fall again.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
what possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
I'd only come here seeking peace.
I'd only come here seeking me.
It seems I came to leave
And THIS is why they are my favorite band.
I am find myself having to sacrificing a lot this year as for events and things, soak, mutant fest, 4th of juplaya, I wanted to do but this night.this night. make all of that ok. This was the night that was worth all of that.
Epic night hehe I cant seem to get rid of this shit eating grin. I would have thought I got laid or something .
So let me start out with talking about my favorite band vnv nation. I got to see them live last tonight. I get to the venue and I am told the shows sold out. Now . While in my coma I had these bizarre dreams where I would be walking though these bizarre landscapes where it seemed like these was music being pumped in from god knows where. I distinctly remember hearing certain songs and three of these songs were vnvs music.
So I saw mark outside the venue, the drummer, I tell him about this experience, so.. he guest lists me to make sure I get in. I even run into Ronan and got to talk to him about these dreams and how a part of my ability to come out of the coma was thanks to their music. As usual he was super humble hearing this .
But the best was to come. As he was announcing Dark Angel Ronan said something About being alive and the power and glory of that and while he sang the song
http://www.imeem.com/artists/vnv_nation/music/1Kv2CFhk/vnv-nation-darkangel-album-version/
<for those of you have havent hear the song..>
In your dream you see me clear
I have no restraint, no fear
powerless i watched from faces i'd assumed.
my purpose set. My will defined.
Caress the air. Embrace the skies.
escape the sorrow and restraint of mortal cities.
Give me time I will be clear. Given time you'll understand.
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn. I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
And this is the epic moment of the night. Ronan takes my hand and sings these words to me..
So many years I stood among
the thoughts and tears of those i served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years i walked unknown behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered.
WOW
They fall again.
They fall again.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand
what possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
I'd only come here seeking peace.
I'd only come here seeking me.
It seems I came to leave
And THIS is why they are my favorite band.
I am find myself having to sacrificing a lot this year as for events and things, soak, mutant fest, 4th of juplaya, I wanted to do but this night.this night. make all of that ok. This was the night that was worth all of that.
Epic night hehe I cant seem to get rid of this shit eating grin. I would have thought I got laid or something .
sadfaceclown:
nice one!