Well I have finally came out of my shell. Thanks to my daughters. they made friends with the neighbor kids up the street. So i ended up meeting a couple wives over there. Last night we went over to have a few beers, my husband ended up getting drunk. Great fun. At least they didnt think he was to much of a retard. They are cool couples tho. I still get anxiety attacks tho being out in public like that for to long. Not to mention the whole neighborhood of kids comes out to play over there which is no less than 20 kids. That is what makes me have anxiety. Least i am on prozac or else the effects of the anxiety would be like 100 times worse.