chaseafterstart

[BOLD]I'm melting in your eyes,
I lost my place,
Could stay awhile
And I'm melting in your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
Now.[/BOLD]

31 days until I get to see my girlfriend. it's kind of exciting. Anyone who's never had a long distance relationship would probably never understand what that's like, but I haven't seen my girlfriend in at least three months and before that I got to hang out with her once in the six months since I left home. It's very hard to be intimate with someone who's so far away but if you really love them, and I mean REALLY love them, you'll be fine. It'll work out,if you're both willing to accept the fact that there'll be some pretty hard times.
It's so easy to just fall into a routine, and almost forget that person, but they'll say that one thing, or you'll see that one picture, or hear that one song, and the feelings will just come flooding back and overwhelm you and the tears will flow and your fists will clench and you will wonder what you're doing so far from home when the only thing you've ever loved is back where you can't be...
If you feel like dying you might want to sing (or scream it)