I had a dream last night that I was taking a shower with a lesbian friend of mine. It was very interesting. Also in that dream I took my boyfriend to the strip club that I work at. He disappeared somewhere and I ran into this guy that I thought was super, I mean SUPER hot in high school; although, in my dream he was...
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I hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE my day job. I wish I could quit it faster. I have two interviews next week. Hopefully something better will come around. I forgot how much I hate my job until I had to go there. Not to mention that they always fuck around with me. Like they tell me one thing and do another. Yes it...
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trebo:
They arer not skankymrDelicious...They are tastefully skimpy
...Right Charlize???...Role models need to choose thier words wisely!!




thelefthand:
i'll show him my boobies for 20 bucks...
Jesus Christ! What the fuck is wrong with my body??? I cannot believe that I am awake! Ahhhh! I worked Thursday thru Saturday at the strip joint. Thursday I trained, so I wasn't there that long, but Fri and Sat I worked 9pm to 4am.
My boyfriend's car broke down so I had to take him to work on Fri. This required waking up sometime...
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mrdelicious:
how's the stripper drama?
lyfeforce:
Yeah no luck with strip clubs. Show 'n' Tell, my usual club, just isn't doing it for me any more. They just hired a new manager who is ruining the place. He raised the covery by $10 (to $30), fired 3 of the dancers who actually make it worth coming in for, and thanks to an incident with one really stupid customer, the bouncers bounce guys out of there for even leaning on the counter that seperates the bar area from the stage. Sheesh.
So what's your place like? Low lighting? What kinda loud music? What's the stage look like?
So what's your place like? Low lighting? What kinda loud music? What's the stage look like?
I don't have any extra time! No!!!
I started my new job last night. It went alright. I just trained so I got to leave really early. The chicas that trained me were super cool. It was ironic because my dancer friend, Keliah (stage name
isn't it sexy?), was telling me all about the how cool the two girls that trained me were. I don't...
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lilje:
oh . what is the new job? thanks for the tips! that is actually what i tried, i have an eyegel with (among other things) green tea in it, that i usually just use underneath the eyes. now i've used it on my eyelids as well. the first times it really burned, but now it's just....wow. 97% of the dryness is gone. i also went without make-up on that part of the eye, just in case it was an allergic reaction. kind of freaked me out, having eyelids SO sore! reminded my of a friend of mine that is allergic to just about everything. i hope i don't get that unlucky.
lilje:
wow. maybe you're overtired or something? or maybe overwhelmed. who knows . i'm going without make up most of the time now. only wear eyeliner and mascara , pluss something to make my eyebrows more visible, if i go to work, school etch. i might have been too cruel when cleaning make-up off my eye, but i have had a lot of stress and bad weather lately...so i'm just....doing my best to keep everything low
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[Edited on Feb 27, 2005 11:09AM]
God damn, I am so flipping tired! Ah! I went to Silver Falls yesterday with my boyfriend. It was fun. I used to do stuff like that every weekend. I forgot how much I love it. I felt so much more serene and content. I posted pictures if you want to look. I think they are beautiful.
I got a waitressing job, but to the...
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akirali:
Glad you got a job, even if the boy has issues with it. He probably only doesn't like it because of the weekends thing. He probably wants to spend as much free time with you as he can 

trebo:
Hey sweetie
....You are right "beauty".."smart"... and being "hot"...IS subjective...or "labels"...The saying goes...Beauty is in the eye of the beholder....And you my dear...In my eyes are ALL OF THOSE!!
....You are also a beautiful soul on the inside...Making you even more precious!...What else can I ask for!??




Next friday is my boy's birthday. I don't know what to get him at all. Not that I can afford anything. Any random suggestions???
The water heater at my house stopped working today, so I can't take a shower. I hate that so much!
I was going to look for a job today, but now I am going to wait until monday thanks to the...
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The water heater at my house stopped working today, so I can't take a shower. I hate that so much!

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trebo:
WOW!! You are one HOT MOMMA! Nice Pic! You never guessed what happened at work tonight!?? Me... I was expecting it. We had a convention of Alcoholics Anonymous tonight and I ran into my ex girlfriend/ex roommate!! Boy she was surprised!! She was apologizing for all the damage she caused me. It was kinda freaky seeing her again. Surprisingly though I felt at ease. She is still beautiful and I hope she keeps staying sober. It was weird though!!
lyfeforce:
I'm getting to fine charlize, thanks for asking. I hope you're doing well too
your new pics are beautiful. Quite fetching indeed.
When in doubt give him something he wouldn't expect. I dont know him at all so I cant suggest anything material... so give him something that just floors him.

your new pics are beautiful. Quite fetching indeed.
When in doubt give him something he wouldn't expect. I dont know him at all so I cant suggest anything material... so give him something that just floors him.
You guys are so helpful! I love that. I am not going to dance. Well, I don't think so. I am going to try waitressing first. If I can't find a waitressing job...then who knows?
I feel fine. Like, I feel like I can do anything. This was the most major surgery I've had and I seem to be healing at the most rapid pace....
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I feel fine. Like, I feel like I can do anything. This was the most major surgery I've had and I seem to be healing at the most rapid pace....
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thelefthand:
so, yeah, i had surgery on my wrist cause i shattered that sucker. 2 screws, 3 pins,a little extra bone from my hip, and 12 staples later and it hurts everyday and i can hardly move my hand.......bless the miracles of modern medicine!!

sexypalegirl:
im so glad your feeling good,but dont lift i thought that too and i forgot only makes it worse...but good for u..
im sorry about your sisters friends,that good she was spared but it must be devestating to go thru that and scarring for life...who was the man?not their father...or one of...
good for u on getting an education its the best feeling....
what state is the college in?good luck to u,u seem like an amazing person i can relate to...we girls keep on ticking,hey...
keep in touch
heres my email not on here if u ever leave this site
palegreeneyedgirl@yahoo.com
bye,keri
im sorry about your sisters friends,that good she was spared but it must be devestating to go thru that and scarring for life...who was the man?not their father...or one of...
good for u on getting an education its the best feeling....
what state is the college in?good luck to u,u seem like an amazing person i can relate to...we girls keep on ticking,hey...
keep in touch
heres my email not on here if u ever leave this site
palegreeneyedgirl@yahoo.com
bye,keri

I'm feeling overwelmed by the fact that I somehow need to pay a ton of medical bills. I want to start looking for a second job, but (obviously) can't yet. It is very frustrating. I don't even know where to look anyway. Any retail part-time job I could find isn't even going to pay enough, or even work very well around my pre-existing employment. I...
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happycherries:
So baby, You're telling us that stripping made you feel terrible and lowered you as a person. Ummm. I'm thinking NO. Bartend. Waitress. there has to be something else you can do. Will it mke you the same amount of money, no but if it saves your sanity then I would go with that. You're going to need to talk to the patient buisness office and set up a payment plan. It may take you awhile. Kisses I'm glad you're doing better.

mrdelicious:
Anca is one of those people in my life that I can't really explain, she's just there. Even if I don't hear from her for a while I know she's there and she cares about me. I've stayed with her in Paris and Istanbul, I've spent days with no one but her, slept with her, but it was never anything sexual or man/woman, it was like a sister I really admired or two souls occupying space in this world--it's just hard to explain. She's easy on he eye as well, like a soft Uma Thurman. I also loved that she had a lot of hot friends.
Instead of trying to get help through billing maybe try administration or the switchboard and tell them you want to be connected with someone who can help you. I'll see if I can find my old paper work to get the exact names of the departments and the various programs, but I know they're out there. You might also try the health or welfare department at the local or county government levels. I remember it was hard getting information but my mother had friends who worked for the government in another county who told me what to ask for and once I broke through the wall there were different options. I can get flaky sometimes when I get busy so don't hesitate to contact me through e-mail, if you want I'll send you my number and you can rattle my cage that way. I'll send you my mother's number, she lives for this shit.
I'm glad you decided against stripping, not that I have anything against strippers, it just seems like a lot of pressure you don't need. Ofcourse, any second job at a time like this is a lot of pressure you don't need, but stripping just brings so much m ore baggage.
Where you going to go to school? What are you going to be when you grow up? (I usually answer 'a lot older' when people ask me this)
Instead of trying to get help through billing maybe try administration or the switchboard and tell them you want to be connected with someone who can help you. I'll see if I can find my old paper work to get the exact names of the departments and the various programs, but I know they're out there. You might also try the health or welfare department at the local or county government levels. I remember it was hard getting information but my mother had friends who worked for the government in another county who told me what to ask for and once I broke through the wall there were different options. I can get flaky sometimes when I get busy so don't hesitate to contact me through e-mail, if you want I'll send you my number and you can rattle my cage that way. I'll send you my mother's number, she lives for this shit.
I'm glad you decided against stripping, not that I have anything against strippers, it just seems like a lot of pressure you don't need. Ofcourse, any second job at a time like this is a lot of pressure you don't need, but stripping just brings so much m ore baggage.
Where you going to go to school? What are you going to be when you grow up? (I usually answer 'a lot older' when people ask me this)
I put some pictures up! You should look at them... Then you should tell me if I look better with blonde hair or red hair. I have red hair now, but I am not sure which is better.
I've got too much time on my hands now. Sigh. Watching bad movies and TV only entertains so much. I have some books I could read, but...
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I've got too much time on my hands now. Sigh. Watching bad movies and TV only entertains so much. I have some books I could read, but...
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hypnogogic:
I can carry you

happycherries:
Yay look at at your pretty pictures!!!
I"m glad you're doing better! Don't be afraid to take your pain med if you need it.
I do like being a twin. My sister and I are really close. We don't look as much alike as we used to. Did you check out my pics??
Thanks for all the great encouraging comments!!
I"m glad you're doing better! Don't be afraid to take your pain med if you need it.
I do like being a twin. My sister and I are really close. We don't look as much alike as we used to. Did you check out my pics??
Thanks for all the great encouraging comments!!


I want to die. I am in so much pain. I don't ever want to have surgery again, although, I didn't really want it in the first place. It has only been two days, I don't think I can handle it much longer. You guys are so sweet. Thanks for everything.
I don't understand plastic surgery; why would anyone put themself through this on PURPOSE....
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I don't understand plastic surgery; why would anyone put themself through this on PURPOSE....
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trebo:
WOW!!
...You are a Goddess!!!
...I really like the red hair
...The pic that I like the most is your long curly bond hair
...It is not the color at all...Its the length of you hair that makes a difference...You are sexy!!...
...I can see it in your eyes and your carefree attitude!!!...You have a confidence about you and that comes from only within!!!...Of course though what did you expect...You ARE AN ARIES!!!
...SO if you are looking for my opinion...Have fun with your hair...
P.S....Would you like to be MY girfriend???
Love ya sweetie!











P.S....Would you like to be MY girfriend???


Love ya sweetie!


akirali:
Yeah a good cry is all you need sometimes. Thanks for welcoming kyle too 

I might come by and see you tonight or tomorrow!