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Thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday! It was really sweet.

My birthday was absolutely nuts. First of all, I was on some kind of emotional roller coaster that day so I went from feeling euphoric to miserable back to euphoric, etc. I'm not really sure why that was, but it was an odd sensation.

I went to Chuck E. Cheese with some of my friends. It was crazy. I almost wished I had done something else. I just thought it would be cheesy and fun...and it was. I got to eat pizza and ice cream cake. Both are things I am not supposed to eat on my new extremely restrictive diet. (By the way, the diet is to help control endo, not for vanity) Pizza is one of my favorite things in the world so I savored every piece I ate. I easily ate more than anyone else. Oops!

I played a couple games, but I had more fun just talking with my friends. Most I had not seen for awhile so it was really cool that they came.

What wasn't cool was that it was a Sunday, so only two people besides my boyfriend and I went out afterwards.

It was still pretty early when we left Chuck E. Cheese, so we went to a bar called Kell's. I had my very first Sex on the Beach. It was good, but I found it to be too sweet. It was hard to get down because of all the sugar. Then I had a cosmopolitan. That was really good. So was the White Russian I had...and all the other drinks, but I only remember the above because they were the first drinks of the night.

After kell's we headed over to Dante's to watch the sinferno caberet. I don't remember much of the show. I didn't pay that much attention. I wanted to make out with my friend, so I was all over her. I was kissing her neck and groping her chest. She was letting me which kind of surprised me, but I have made out with her a couple times before, so maybe not that much. She just does not like public displays of affection. She didn't let me kiss her, though. So disappointing.

I got extremely wasted and while trying to get to and from the bathroom a ton of guys found it necessary to try to get all over me. Not cool. I got pissed. When I am drunk it just pisses me off more when guys act like that. I like that about myself. At least it is less likely that I would get taken advantage of. One guy grabbed me when I was a couple feet from my boyfriend. He had my arm and put his hand around my waist and was saying, "You're so pretty." Drunken idiot. Another guy came up to me when I was at the stage and wrapped his arms around me. What the fuck? Since when is that acceptable? I didn't even get that harassed at the strip club. The second guy followed me around for awhile, until my friend pulled me close to her.

When I went back to my boyfriend again (I accidentally left him all alone) he was talking to some girl. I am not usually the jealous type, but I was livid. I wanted to kill both of them. She started talking about how I was hot...in particular, referencing my big boobies. I got pissed and left the bar. My friend chased after me and said she would take me home, but I had a bunch of stuff in my boyfriend's car, so I went back in to get his keys. The girl said something to me and I just flipped out. I was screaming at her. It's really funny to me now because I usually wouldn't have done that. Anyway, she was like, "Calm down sweetie, I am a lesbian." I thought, "Oh," and slammed her against the window and started to make out with her. It was really hot! Ha ha!

Then my boyfriend and I went back to his house and had sex. He says I am a freak...

All in all I would say my birthday was pretty damn good.