charlielove

i don't even know.

my sister's getting married, she's 21.

i can't even decide if i'm gay or not and she's getting married.

i got a massage and an adjustment today. i also cooked a lasagna and failed to find marijuana. i saw x-men 3, as well.

i'm having a really weird life crisis. i love my best friend enough to want ot be straight for him, but i know he doesn't feel that way about me, even though i know i'd be great for him.


i'm going to stop now and take another shot... it's 4:15, why not?

oh and Gina, i wanted to call you monday and come see you, but i chickened out. i'm a dick.


royally screwing myself since 1986.