charlie_stars

Yes.

not for a long time... i more think bout making other people suck a shotgun a lot more these days..

likie!

I am not familiar with the 4 noble truths so I have not considered it.

Good call on Nietzsche.

Just hit something today where I was reminded again that I do feel things and am susceptible just like anyone else, I hate and love it at the same time. On the one hand the inherent nature of being human is just that...being human, all the faults all the benefits etc and that's great. On the other hand sometimes I'd like to just not be vulnerable, I see friends get hurt all the time and I'm always there to be leaned upon but as a result I try to shut out those things so as to not be in the same boat. It's a cycle and I'm just hitting the "Why does it hurt" part again. I hate this part.

I've quickly learned that dating is much harder if you're not willing to play head games.

And yet I still refuse. Not going to change who I am so someone can want to be with they think I am rather than who I am.

truth