Feelin' like a sad lil bee today. Not sure why.
Just gotta remember these moments are transient; they come, they go, and they will come again.
The world is full of judgement, hatred, and cruelty. I think I have to separate myself from it by placing my mind in a tiny bubble, so to speak. In order to not let others' opinions about myself creep into my own perspective, I need to stay at arm's length. A fine distance between myself and any negativity trying to roll onto me; trying to stain my blank canvas with its colors.
I'm going to a show tonight, by myself, so I'm really excited/nervous about it. I'd invite a friend, but I wanted to challenge myself and see how I'd stand against a crowd with nobody by my side. I think I'll be fine. Once the music starts, I'll forget about everything, anyways.
I have a drum lesson in like, 20 minutes, so maybe that'll perk me up as well. Just a weird day today.
Hope you guys are having a good Friday <3
