charlatan

Well...it's been awhile, huh.

I guess I haven't updated because I thought the last entry spoke volumes for my mind for the last few weeks. That is over now.

I have broke off all contact with my wife. I hope I never see her again. I realize that I deserve better then how she treats me. People don't disregard those they care for like this. Even if we were only friends it would be too much. The hurt is too heavy and slaps to my face are too frequent.

Erica. RIP.

This is hard because it means i am losing my dog. She is my pride and joy. I know she will be alright with her but it hurts to think that I won't see her again.

A long weekend trip home and long nights out with friends made for a very relaxing time. My head is cleared, my soul is returning to me. My heart is around the corner. I'm excited for our reunion.

Fell off the wagon of sobriety. Ten days was more than enough for me. Imay be weak but at least i have some style and grace about it.

Not much else to say. Time for my nightly four hours of sleep. Work tomorrow.