charlatan

(stop trying. just start being candid about what it is you really do spend time thinking about. even if it's cat litter, possibly rotting milk in the fridge, and other various household items. just don't try.)

And destiny--yeah. I was being facesious.
dammit I never spell that word right.

Oh! for your writing, try this: come up with a short phrase, 10 words or so, and then expand it into a word for each letter.

eg: YOUR MOM=yelling out under rage. more or mundane.

it can sound really deep and surreal but you'll know what's really goin' on. shhhh.. don't tell anyone.