Last night I had the strangest dream. Let me preface this with: I went to bed last night at 9:45pm. Yes, that early. I've been over tired lately and I decided it was time to catch up. Normally I'm an insomniac and don't allow myself vivid dreams as I don't have long stretches of REM sleep.
Ok.. so the dream...
I was younger, 21 or 22 maybe. Blonde. Thin... ok so that part was great. Anyway, my hubby was there and was my fiance rather than my husband. billybillybilly was there and was my younger brother.. odd, since I don't have a little brother in real life. Judas was there but in my dream she didn't like me at all.. again odd, since I adore this woman and she seems to adore me. Neodrunk's girlfriend Dawn was there and she was the girl that everyone wanted to meet and be around.. this is not so odd as she IS a sweetheart, but I don't know her well so having her in my dream seems strange.
In my dream I was completely mute. I could not speak at all and I only wore white.. flowing, romantic fabrics that fit well with white granny boots. My hubby was not the yuppy that he is in real life, he was darker and more tragic.
A ton of odd random things went down and I ended up having to go to the hospital for throat surgery that was supposed to make it so I could speak. My little brother (Cube) came to visit me, brought me flowers and asked to borrow my car. Judas came to visit me but told me to stop over reacting and go home. Dawn came to visit with smiles and good cheer and a big bottle of vodka.
I had my surgery but still could not speak yet and then my sister walked in. But this was a woman that wasn't my sister in real life, I don't know who she was. She was tall, thin, blonde.. but mean looking and she had dead eyes. We got into an verbal fight (all of the sudden I could speak but it wasn't my own voice that come out of my mouth).. we fought about her inability to keep her mouth shut (about what I don't know) and how she didnt' act her age. At some point I got very angry with her and yelled "oh go get laid and fuck off" and I reached up under her skirt and cut her with my engagement ring (I have NO idea why I did that).. and at that exact same moment her stomach became large as if pregnant and a baby fell to the floor. The baby then got up and walked away while swearing at me. My "sister" lost all color in her face and mud began to fall out from underneather her skirt.. this dark grey mud that just began to pile up on the floor underneath her. Then her body started to concave.. as if all the air was pulled out of her and eventually she fell to the floor onto the big pile of mud and was dead.
And then. I woke up.
So my little deviants.. explain THAT shit to me.
yikes.
Ok.. so the dream...
I was younger, 21 or 22 maybe. Blonde. Thin... ok so that part was great. Anyway, my hubby was there and was my fiance rather than my husband. billybillybilly was there and was my younger brother.. odd, since I don't have a little brother in real life. Judas was there but in my dream she didn't like me at all.. again odd, since I adore this woman and she seems to adore me. Neodrunk's girlfriend Dawn was there and she was the girl that everyone wanted to meet and be around.. this is not so odd as she IS a sweetheart, but I don't know her well so having her in my dream seems strange.
In my dream I was completely mute. I could not speak at all and I only wore white.. flowing, romantic fabrics that fit well with white granny boots. My hubby was not the yuppy that he is in real life, he was darker and more tragic.
A ton of odd random things went down and I ended up having to go to the hospital for throat surgery that was supposed to make it so I could speak. My little brother (Cube) came to visit me, brought me flowers and asked to borrow my car. Judas came to visit me but told me to stop over reacting and go home. Dawn came to visit with smiles and good cheer and a big bottle of vodka.
I had my surgery but still could not speak yet and then my sister walked in. But this was a woman that wasn't my sister in real life, I don't know who she was. She was tall, thin, blonde.. but mean looking and she had dead eyes. We got into an verbal fight (all of the sudden I could speak but it wasn't my own voice that come out of my mouth).. we fought about her inability to keep her mouth shut (about what I don't know) and how she didnt' act her age. At some point I got very angry with her and yelled "oh go get laid and fuck off" and I reached up under her skirt and cut her with my engagement ring (I have NO idea why I did that).. and at that exact same moment her stomach became large as if pregnant and a baby fell to the floor. The baby then got up and walked away while swearing at me. My "sister" lost all color in her face and mud began to fall out from underneather her skirt.. this dark grey mud that just began to pile up on the floor underneath her. Then her body started to concave.. as if all the air was pulled out of her and eventually she fell to the floor onto the big pile of mud and was dead.
And then. I woke up.
So my little deviants.. explain THAT shit to me.
yikes.
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