She is Mary's sister. Why should I expect any differnt. The hard part for me now is not to break out in tears. I am so hurt. I am so tired of people, my blood relatives, treating me like shit and than expect me to just say I am sorry. I am wrong. I am a fuck up. Dont think I dont hear that in my head espically when the panic attacks happen. Had 3 today already.
I am going home tonight and going straight to bed. Start over tomorrow. Tuesdays are always good. I am also seeing the thearpist on Thursday so it will all work out for the best.
But maybe the following week?
I am going home tonight and going straight to bed. Start over tomorrow. Tuesdays are always good. I am also seeing the thearpist on Thursday so it will all work out for the best.
Love you