chaoticmonkey

Mood : Well, lets just say there are alot of them at the moment...
Listening to : The sound of silence

Here is a poem dedicated to Heather, Queen of Misery (09/18/07)

---Queen of Misery---

I set you free oh Queen of pain, took away your chains...ripped out the bars that were holding you to the hell you called your own.
and there you stood,...
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Detached assemblage
Looming under pressure
In rotting conditions it speaks clear minds
Savage nature to conquer the doors
In what it all defines
A shock of mental spark falls deep below and cracks
To define an ignorant fault
Leading no one to believe
The crevice sucking dry puts the feelings all to rest
Timing sequence fails
All to simply be no more
Abrasion cut down...
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Mood : Resigned
Listening to : Assemblage 23

Lyrics Time....

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Horizon---Assemblage 23

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Hours...
Spiral and coil into black
Some remembered, Some forever gone

Tragic...
We never get them all back
The relentless march of time must still go on

The tide is turning
Horizons burning
Your days are numbered
Your future has crumbled

Forgotten...
Events obscured by the past
without remembrance did they...
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Mood : Discontent
Listening to: Assemblage 23

Sitting, listening to the dark music playing in the back round, a reflection of my life. The music plays as if offering an orchestrated tribute to how I feel...Thoughts drip through my mind ever so slowly, taking the time to sink deep within me and numb the senses, i drown within those thoughts. Eratic is my moods of...
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Mood : Suffering...if thats a mood
Listening to : The roar of thoughts as they whirl around inside my mind


What have I done? I wonder to myself every now and then...What have I done? I have fallen in love with a woman who deserves so much more than what she currently has...i have been selfish, I have been arrogant and ignorant in the way...
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By the way...Ataxia is the name of the member in the picture...not AtaxiaQueen....ok? ok...good!

Mood : Happy
Listening to : Lifehouse


OK so last weekend i went on vacation. I had some options as to what i wanted to do with my 4 days of vacation time but then i met AtaxiaQueen from this amazing site and we got to know each other quite well. So as the time ran out as to what i wanted to do...me and...
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I suppose it is time for an update...

Current mood = Anxious
Listening to = the sound of nature outside my window....with the occasional car to fuck it all up

So much has been going on this past month...where to begin...

Well as far as the financial front is concerned...ive been alot better off then i have ever been....money to spend, the comfort of not...
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Here is lyrics to a sweet ass song....

All our father's backs are broken
And our prophets are insane
There is no one left to guide us
No catalyst for change

We are too young to know better
But frailty comes with age
So we run towards Armageddon
While our legs still have the strength

And like a blind hammer
That destroys what it can't...
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Heya peoples...time for a new post

How shall we start...hmmmmmmm
Well first lets start with karma...cause ive noticed it alot recently....
I dated the mother of my child for 6 years before she decided to cheat on me with 2 of my really good friends...sad i know...but i find it interesting that the oddest thing happened..

First...one of the friends she fucked i ended up...
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