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chaoticmonkey

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Wednesday Nov 26, 2008

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So another holiday is upon us. Another year where I get to realize just how dysfunctional my family is...how lonely it is without someone around to share it with. You will find me in my dorm room for the rest of the weekend playing WoW or on SG.

Im 30 years old...

By now what I SHOULD HAVE is a completed education, a stable good paying job, a wife or a lasting relationship and some solidarity.

I have none of that. Im STILL in college as a senior, I have loads of debt...no family values because i really have no family. Im single because.....I have no idea why actually. I have a son who I love more than life itself but I dont have any contact because of his mother. Everything in my life i try to do is for the betterment of my life...but it seems like no matter how hard i push....how hard i try...i get nowhere.

So this holiday i will be sad like every year around this time.

But for what its worth...I wish everyone a happy holidays with all my heart.

--Js--
spacelola:
Who says you should be married and done with school? We all move along to our own schedule and it's cool... Don't worry about it...
Nov 26, 2008

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