Seriously, I just want to write a positive blog for once. I was all excited about it.Had one in mind even ready to type it out. Then Life dropped kicked me in the nuts again.
So last night I was on the way home from work when I got pulled over by the police. I guess the tags were expired on the car. My friends have been letting me use this car since the ex fucked me over real hard. They're oldest is getting married this weekend. I was supposed to go and be part of it. So I figured that this was just an over site on their part this is their first child to get married and to his childhood sweetheart. Well I guess during the ugly divorce, loosing the my job, loosing my houses and my cars I got a speeding ticket. Well the DMV suspended my license. I never got the ticket since I was moving so much. The cops almost took me to jail on the spot. I convinced them to not take me in but they impounded my friends car.
Then my bro said since him and his wife are now getting a divorce they are getting rid of the house. So I wont have a place to live by the end of June. Just in time for my birthday. Since I don't have a car I don't have a job. My bro can drive me to work from Maricopa for the next two weeks but after that THPPT! After that no way to get to work or place to live. Work is being really cool though after my two weeks they are keeping me on for three more weeks just not scheduled just in case something goes my way for once!
So everyone keeps telling me that I have hit bottom sure, but there is no were to go but up. Well for those of you, take a count of my past since the beginning of the year. I have been homeless with no job or car a minimum of three times this year. I have even tried to kill myself. Aggressively taken drugs and alcohol. I don't know how much of life's little tests I can take.
The biggest bummer about all this is that I might not get to go to Thailand now. I have been trying to save money for this. I need to raise over a grand for the flight ticket and about a grand just to live there for a few months in case the job doesn't take right away. It only costs $10-30 a day to live over there. Seriously that is food, drink, travel and lodging. I figure I could get by with the $10-15 a day. WHY THAILAND? Well like I said that I need a cause. So we are going to Thailand to help the Montagnards. They were the natives of Vietnam who helped out our Special Forces. Well when the communists won. They started to hunt down the Montagnards and kill them and are still doing that. They escape to Thailand but are usually caught and shipped back to Vietnam. I really need to just be part of something bigger and live my life a little. I need to start a fundraiser for my brother and I. I probably need to go stand on a corner with a cardboard sign or something Hhahahaha J/K
There is some crap going on with my ex and baby also that I just don't have the energy to type. I am sure if you are actually reading this your grateful.
Bringing me to my next point. I am soooo sorry! If I have anything planned or going on with you it is on hold or canceled. Especially any of the up coming SGAZ events, like camping. I just don't have any money or transportation. I hope you all understand.
Its funny though I am finally done. I had a minor break down over all this that just transpired in the last 24 hrs. Now I just laugh what else can be done. Maybe I should ask that
Thanks for your time! Love ya all!
So last night I was on the way home from work when I got pulled over by the police. I guess the tags were expired on the car. My friends have been letting me use this car since the ex fucked me over real hard. They're oldest is getting married this weekend. I was supposed to go and be part of it. So I figured that this was just an over site on their part this is their first child to get married and to his childhood sweetheart. Well I guess during the ugly divorce, loosing the my job, loosing my houses and my cars I got a speeding ticket. Well the DMV suspended my license. I never got the ticket since I was moving so much. The cops almost took me to jail on the spot. I convinced them to not take me in but they impounded my friends car.
Then my bro said since him and his wife are now getting a divorce they are getting rid of the house. So I wont have a place to live by the end of June. Just in time for my birthday. Since I don't have a car I don't have a job. My bro can drive me to work from Maricopa for the next two weeks but after that THPPT! After that no way to get to work or place to live. Work is being really cool though after my two weeks they are keeping me on for three more weeks just not scheduled just in case something goes my way for once!
So everyone keeps telling me that I have hit bottom sure, but there is no were to go but up. Well for those of you, take a count of my past since the beginning of the year. I have been homeless with no job or car a minimum of three times this year. I have even tried to kill myself. Aggressively taken drugs and alcohol. I don't know how much of life's little tests I can take.
The biggest bummer about all this is that I might not get to go to Thailand now. I have been trying to save money for this. I need to raise over a grand for the flight ticket and about a grand just to live there for a few months in case the job doesn't take right away. It only costs $10-30 a day to live over there. Seriously that is food, drink, travel and lodging. I figure I could get by with the $10-15 a day. WHY THAILAND? Well like I said that I need a cause. So we are going to Thailand to help the Montagnards. They were the natives of Vietnam who helped out our Special Forces. Well when the communists won. They started to hunt down the Montagnards and kill them and are still doing that. They escape to Thailand but are usually caught and shipped back to Vietnam. I really need to just be part of something bigger and live my life a little. I need to start a fundraiser for my brother and I. I probably need to go stand on a corner with a cardboard sign or something Hhahahaha J/K
There is some crap going on with my ex and baby also that I just don't have the energy to type. I am sure if you are actually reading this your grateful.
Bringing me to my next point. I am soooo sorry! If I have anything planned or going on with you it is on hold or canceled. Especially any of the up coming SGAZ events, like camping. I just don't have any money or transportation. I hope you all understand.
Its funny though I am finally done. I had a minor break down over all this that just transpired in the last 24 hrs. Now I just laugh what else can be done. Maybe I should ask that
Thanks for your time! Love ya all!
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mohawkphoto:
wow dude harsh. If you need any help we are here for you.
_interrobang_:
Hey Brother. I feel really bad for you. I can't even imagine how I would deal with a series of event like that. I have an open guest room in my house that I would be happy to let you crash in for a few weeks if you need it. But you are going to have to come up with your own transportation because I live all the way out in Bum Fuck Queen Creek. Either way man, I hope things take a turn for the better real soon.