chaosreactor

It's been fun guys. My account is up for renewal and well, ehn. Keep on chatting, chatters. Love, luck and lollipops. I'm on facebook... facebooking it.

It simply hurt to be there, like a morsel of food stuck halfway down the throat. Even when I was sure the feeling would pass, I would still be there clawing at the seams of my pants, pulling them wide as a curtsy. There was the siren ricocheting through the brownstones. It made me think of the dryness of my voice, the raking of gravel....
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I stood back and rolled up my sleeves while she howled at the moon from on top of a smooth rock. Her voice cracked a little more each time. She yelped, like a little kid singing and grinned at the sky. What a pair we were, fine ambassadors to this mountain town, carrying on drunk and stupid and in love. The wind still gave hints...
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I'm in a contest for the Durango Songwriter's Expo.

Please vote for me and my band Click Clique Boom. It's the first 4 songs on the page. If you can, leave a nice comment. Thanks!

http://www.wizehive.com/voting/wwahm20112/457

https://sites.google.com/site/chaosreactor/category5/PaxAmericana.mp3?attredirects=0&d=1


I believe in amber waves of grain alcohol
the blood of America
Oh say can you see shes the one
Shes the belle of the ball
in low cut taffeta

We talk big
We move slow
recycle our flags of rebellion
get rich quick
and cut low
selling off a piece of America
theres no peace in America

Threadbare is the fabric we weave...
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Wrote a new song about recent events

https://sites.google.com/site/chaosreactor/spin-control/SpinControl.mp3?attredirects=0&d=1

SPIN CONTROL

You know Im practically certain
That Ill be pegged as the villain
Everyone will suspect Ive got it in for you

Sure enough Im the ballast
The rock that did you in
Sent to wreck the stained glass house
Youve fled into

I shouldnt really be so sad
I shouldnt let it get under my...
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Pardon me, for I am starved of empathy
a pitiful frame that clacks along on ligament and bone
with sullen eyes sunk into orbits
and skin stretched taut like a drum
the dragged heel from which push
rubbed raw from efforts made
to find humanity in carrion
grind a grain of truth with worn, abraded teeth
grow used to the stink and dust
Pardon me,...
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http://www.owenzan.com/files/funbags/bydesign5mix.mp3

V1
Fine, I can understand
Under these conditions
the sequence of events
are aligned
painted in unflattering light
and open to interpret
by design

PC
Don't patronize me
and don't sugar-coat it
Don't say I never meant for this to happen
But if you haven't noticed
I'm the one who's stoic
You're the one who's trembling at the thought that

CH
Behind your intent...
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It's my birthday. I'm going to get wicked drunk now.

Heavy Like a Bomb


I was so
Happy it could not escape from my throat
Utter it and it would shatter and though
The shards would turn to liquid
They'd swallow me whole
warmer than a blanket

I am stunned
shiver from the subtext
and scratch at my thumb
Shallow breaths a struggle fill up my lungs
Measured in a megaton

Though the head and...
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Cobbled out of all the mismatched pieces
Plastic soldiers in the lost and found
Turned sideways in a fit of treason
Split open at the speed of sound

All hands brace for impact
No flinching, full contact
They'll say that they broke us
We're still breathing now focus...

By ourselves we tend to buckle under pressure
At least together we anticipate the fall
Locked our...
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http://www.owenzan.com/files/funbags/02%20DIRT%202.mp3

DIRT
______________________

Without a care
In your cap and gown
You lift a solo cup for the last hurrah
And there's a sense that the world is ours
Offer up a toast to the passing hours

And at my worst
I was hopeless and ugly
A figure in the dirt
fumbling for someone
And at first
I thought you were pretty
A goddess in...
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