chaosblade

So, it is high time I updated this thing.

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I just have nothing to say. lol.

Seriously though, its something I've often wondered about as I've aged. When I was younger (in high school or freshman year of college), I would fill my livejournal on a daily basis. I think much of it was angsty though, but maybe that's the point. Maybe that's why...
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I am back...apparently.

According to the email, someone anonymously bought me a gift account. What I wonder is, who actually missed me that much? Well, time to begin updating the blog, and maybe someone will respond to it *hinthinthint*

Anyway, Hello again all you awesome sexy people, I missed you

I do everything I can to avoid letting this blog become like a livejournal. You know, *rantrant everything sucks emo emo*

But its inescapable anymore, if I am going to post about my life, the truth is that I'm actually quite depressed. All the time. I distract myself with games, or movies. But I'm invariably still sad once the moment is over, I'm lonely...that's the...
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I'm back...believe it or not.

After a long bleak winter, my internet is finally functioning again.

I hope I can stay connected now....The problem was that I introduced my family to the wonders of high speed internet, and now they're all addicts. My aunt spent an entire day downloading and watching every single Marlon Brondo movie and biography she could find. That was the spike...
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Allow me to apologize for disappearing for a couple weeks. My internet is screwed up pretty bad at the moment. it took me almost 20 minutes just to log on and get the blog page to load successfully.

I have satellite internet and we've gone over our fair access policy....and so now they've tossed up back into the stone age for the foreseeable future. And...
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So two things....

1) I really hate Windows, and that's not anything new or exciting. Most people with an ounce of computer skill know the flaws and bugs of windows, but I just have to be a little ranty here. As you may or may not know, if someone sends you anything but a JPEG over MSN Messenger, it has a tendency to delete it,...
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I think cooking is bit of a carthsis for me. However, it only makes me feel a little bit better because there's no one to eat any of it.....

*sighs*

Greetings all you special people,

I'm falling way behind on commenting and talking to people, but that's because I'm embroiled in a conflict with the SG site.

Not the staff, the site. The site appears to think I don't need to see any images, I get nothing but the "members are seeing ads", even in MY photo albums, and it's really bugging me. Me and...
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Still trying to make it to the concert, getting people together to drive 10 hours for a show is hard, even if its a show that rocks your fucking socks off.

In other news, I hate trying to sleep when its hot. When I have my own place again, if I EVER work graveyard, I'm cranking the A/C down until I can curl up with...
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So, somehow, my inbox is now being filled with spam. For many years now, I've had this address and no spam has found me that Google didn't put in it's place, but now I'm getting Viagra ads about every half an hour. It's incredibly frustrating, I'm hoping something happens and these stop getting through the spam filters.

Other than that, I just found out that...
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Well work keeps kicking my ass, but a week between posts is not so bad.

I've been playing God of War (yes, the game is ancient and I'm behind the times) and I've realized something about myself. All my friends go on and on about how amazing the story of the game is, and it is a very good, very "Greek tragedy" kinda story, but...
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