chanelno13

By popular demand. . . its time for an update. . .

Allot has happen. . . first of all . . .my "friend". . . he is fine. Don't talk to him now but I dont want to go into detail about that.

I started my new job about 3 weeks ago. I also quit my new job last week. I was really excited about it before and when I started. That got knocked out of me really quick. So I was working for a dating service. Ever seen those signs on the side of the road that say _____singles.com (fill in blank with your city's name)? Well that was my company. People go to the website, fill in a questionare and then when they submit the information a message comes up saying "A relationship counselor will be contacting you soon. . . " or some shit like that. So my job was to call these people and basically convince them to come in to meet a counselor and possibly become a part of our singles program. From my understanding, a "client" would have a profile in their private database that other members could access and see. Part of the service is social events once a month and you have a personal match maker that will set you up on dates that they feel will suit your criteria.

Yeah. . . umm all that. . . BULLSHIT!!! They are scamming these people. Of course I dont have any proof other than my own intuition and interaction with employess and owners but I know they are. They are promissing these lonely (almost always wealthy) people a service and not providing it. There are all of details to the story that Im leaving out only bc I dont feel like going into detail. . . but take me word for it. . . BAD NEWS BEARS!!! So bc of all this plus me being miserable. . . I quit. I decided to go back to Mac Shack for the weekends (fri. sat. sun.) and devote the rest of my time to finding something more perminent. Not only that but I want to give myself a chance to work on ME. Ive slowly but surely been creeping into this depression again. So I said no more!!! I actually made 10 goals for the next 3 months. . . Corny I know but maybe if I add some much needed structure to my goals Ill actually acheive them. Want to hear them? Of COURSE YOU DO!!! The only reason Im putting them on here is for you all to check in on me!!! I need a swift kick in the ass. . .so start kicking people!!!!

1. Workout 3 to 4 times a week
2. Read 1 book per week (ill give myself a lil lei way according to how big the book is)
3. Write in journal every other day.
4. Go to Hare Krishna Temple once a month (you all have seen the pics. . . good vibes to get me through)
5. Dont worry about what I eat, only how much.
6. Commit to only working 3 days a week (until I find something better), just work my ass of while Im there
7. Send 10 Resumes out everyday Im off
8. Only buy NECESSITIES!
9. No persuing a relationship for 3 months
10. Continue to make new goals every 3 months

Sound good? Sounds good . . . All the encouragement in the world is much needed. . . I love you all and will update again soon.

Update on the update: Just got confirmation that I received a really good paying job at an insurance company. . .That didnt take long huh?!?! I start Tuesday!!! YAY!!!!