Thanks for all the encouragement. . . You would all be proud! I took my life back today. . .
I realized I haven't been worried about whether or not i get this job (well i am partially), Ive been worried if I have my golden ticket outta here and to the real chocolate factory! I hate it here. I miss my friends and socializing with people that don't look at me weird bc I have piercings or purple hair. So today I said "Fuck you little town with little people" and I put in my notice at work. I still don't know the results of my background check for this amazing job I'm up for, but I don't care. I want out of here no matter what. And I know I can make it no matter what!
Cody (yeah the ex) has been so awesome and is gonna let me stay with him for a few weeks. I'm sure Ill get this gig but if I don't Ill find something else. I realize what I want and where I want to be so nothing is going to take me from that now. Too bad all this shit had to go down to make me realize it but hey. . . I'm here now so. . . fuck anyone who stands in my way. . . Bitch on a mission coming through!
PS. .. New Fro YO. . . . I have it up today but the color is rad. . . almost purple (even though you cant tell from the cam *fucker*)
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I realized I haven't been worried about whether or not i get this job (well i am partially), Ive been worried if I have my golden ticket outta here and to the real chocolate factory! I hate it here. I miss my friends and socializing with people that don't look at me weird bc I have piercings or purple hair. So today I said "Fuck you little town with little people" and I put in my notice at work. I still don't know the results of my background check for this amazing job I'm up for, but I don't care. I want out of here no matter what. And I know I can make it no matter what!
Cody (yeah the ex) has been so awesome and is gonna let me stay with him for a few weeks. I'm sure Ill get this gig but if I don't Ill find something else. I realize what I want and where I want to be so nothing is going to take me from that now. Too bad all this shit had to go down to make me realize it but hey. . . I'm here now so. . . fuck anyone who stands in my way. . . Bitch on a mission coming through!
PS. .. New Fro YO. . . . I have it up today but the color is rad. . . almost purple (even though you cant tell from the cam *fucker*)
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gayballs:
but you're near there! GOOO
tex13:
Way to take charge sweetie, you will do great.
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