Went out to dinner and movie with scot on Friday night. Met his sister, brother in law, and his nephew baby matthew. What an adorable baby! OMG he is only 3 weeks old and his wittle hands and fingers are to die for! After dinner we all went back to his sisters house and watched somethings gotta give with Jack Nickelson and Diane Keeton. Great...
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I Have been reflecting a lot lately.
Not so sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
I have to work on accepting that people have me a certain way and that may never change. That they don't like me for resons I may never know. I miss justin, pj and noah. I miss going to their shows and hugging them and...
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Not so sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
I have to work on accepting that people have me a certain way and that may never change. That they don't like me for resons I may never know. I miss justin, pj and noah. I miss going to their shows and hugging them and...
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holy_mountain:
Yeah it's always good to talk things out with ppl as opposed to doing nothing about it and let yourself slowly drift away from them. My prayers are with you. 
emjmd:
I will sweetie. 
*hugs*
*hugs*The good news=I have feelings
The bad news=I have feelings
The bad news=I have feelings
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mikezoolander:
I'm in the middle of my own emo tug o war so I can relate no doubt! Chin up!
dickiev:
More good news: your feelings aren't fact. 
Bloated and bleeding to death...the red man cometh...yuck! 
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mythicus:
awwwww....poor chandra 
i hope you feel better soon.
i hope you feel better soon.
sassy:
i hate the red man.
It's so amamzing how one little phrase, word, look, gesture, statement could make or break your day.
Most people are really not aware of how much of a differernce they can make...for better...or for worse.
I must admit that others do have an effect on me today and that I am not invincible...I am human.
I love you all, thank you for taking the time...
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Most people are really not aware of how much of a differernce they can make...for better...or for worse.
I must admit that others do have an effect on me today and that I am not invincible...I am human.
I love you all, thank you for taking the time...
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lithium_picnic:
finding apnea attractive = a gold star
telling apnea you want to have sex with her = a paddlin
telling apnea you want to have sex with her = a paddlin
cage_e:
contact me
confusion
confusion sets in and i am left inside my own sick skin
i am left with the sickness and nothing to numb with
i am my own worst nightmare
this reeling and whirling is making me dizzy my skin crawls
i shake for fear of what might be
my head will not let me be
i wish to be complete
i thought i would...
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confusion sets in and i am left inside my own sick skin
i am left with the sickness and nothing to numb with
i am my own worst nightmare
this reeling and whirling is making me dizzy my skin crawls
i shake for fear of what might be
my head will not let me be
i wish to be complete
i thought i would...
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mikezoolander:
Here's Hoping all went well this weekend for ya......Go go new week start now.......(cue Muisc )........
katie:
you have the cutest little nose ever!
So it's over between matt and I, officially.
I have been trying so hard to live a lie and I'm so tired of pretending.
I know he's not being honest with me. Between the pot I found in my place the other week and the pictures I saw of him stoned off his ass.
...and the journal entry....
Why can't he just be honest? I...
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I have been trying so hard to live a lie and I'm so tired of pretending.
I know he's not being honest with me. Between the pot I found in my place the other week and the pictures I saw of him stoned off his ass.
...and the journal entry....
Why can't he just be honest? I...
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emjmd:
Hey. Hope things are going okay today. Had to laugh a little when I saw your new pic. I have that same poster hanging on my wall.
Have a great weekend.
Have a great weekend.
oso:
sorry that had to happen, but you know you gotta what's best for you.
wish i'd been smart enough to do the same back when i was clean & sober.
wish i'd been smart enough to do the same back when i was clean & sober.
Added pics to chandra folder-they are SILLY stupid to say the least.
Thank god neither me nor brian are professionals.
We'll leave the serious stuff for them, thank you very much.
ps-also added pics to friends and caveat emptor folders so check them out too.
Thank god neither me nor brian are professionals.
We'll leave the serious stuff for them, thank you very much.
ps-also added pics to friends and caveat emptor folders so check them out too.
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guillaume:
we're going to have a pants off party on june 28th... you wish you were there, DO YOU??
caddi56:
FAVORITE SEXUAL POSITION: *gushing*
could it be ?
could it be ?
Hey guys...
I need some new tunes to listen to at work. Everythings getting old really fast.
Gimme your reccomendations...anything you like or you think I will like.
My brain won't work so I'm counting on yours.
Thx.
I need some new tunes to listen to at work. Everythings getting old really fast.
Gimme your reccomendations...anything you like or you think I will like.
My brain won't work so I'm counting on yours.
Thx.
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desmobile:
the new slipknot.
batattak:
Here's some stuff I've been listening to lately.
Skitsystem - Frtrd Av Smrta from the album Enkel Resa Till rnnstenen
Raised Fist - New Direction from their album Ignoring The Guidelines
Srou pa Letu - Dost Mam from my label's latest CD.
(shameless plug...I know I know)
Skitsystem - Frtrd Av Smrta from the album Enkel Resa Till rnnstenen
Raised Fist - New Direction from their album Ignoring The Guidelines
Srou pa Letu - Dost Mam from my label's latest CD.
(shameless plug...I know I know)
So I have another prospective photographer.
My sponsors friends friend is a photographer and wants to shoot pic's of me for his portfolio.
Tiffany and I are still schedulled to shoot within' the next couple weeks.
I was going to go with her and her friend this weekend to watch her take pics and see what it's all about but plans fell through at the...
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My sponsors friends friend is a photographer and wants to shoot pic's of me for his portfolio.
Tiffany and I are still schedulled to shoot within' the next couple weeks.
I was going to go with her and her friend this weekend to watch her take pics and see what it's all about but plans fell through at the...
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caddi56:
toes crossed too !
mythicus:
GOOD LUCK! GOOD LUCK! GOOD LUCK!
i'm sure everything will work out just fine
GOOD LUCK! GOOD LUCK! GOOD LUCK!
i'm sure everything will work out just fine
I hope you guys can get everything worked out. Good luck!