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I wonder if I ever thought about the future when I decided to become a "pata de perro." Did I ever stop to think about what cosecuenses my actions would bring? did I ever stop to think about all the suffering I put my mother through when I was away without her knowing where I was? The answer is no, and for that madre mia I appologize. At the end everything seems to come out ok, except for this unbearable loneliness which is a consecuence of my life as a careless traveler. The loneliness that I tell myself "it's just temporary, it will go away." But then I stop to think about it and I say fuck it!!!!. My life, tough and directionless as it was made me who I am, made me the person who is writing this words, and I think again and if I could go back and live life all over again, I wouldn't do anything different, same trips, same fights, same tattoos, and specially the same mistakes...because without those mistakes I would still be a clueles idiot with no respect and appreciation for life. So if loneliness is the price to pay for not having a boring life ,so be it...at least I know that "no hay mal que dure cien aos" ....shit will come around.