chammont

So I'm bored and single and really hating both. I hate all the typical ways of meeting people. They all seem so forced. but I guess meeting new people is going to be a bit forced. None the less I half wish some one would set me up on one of the those horrid blind dates. any interaction with the opposite sex seems like a good one at this point. On a kind of a different note I'm reading this blog about a woman that reviews sex toys. great Idea In my opinion. I wish there was a review done by a straight guy on sex toys but I guess that goes against everything a straight male believes in . Complete sarcasm there. Oh the world is so full of bullshit. no one really says what they are thinking. If we were really honest with our selves we'd see we really aren't that far removed from those that we label crazy. We're all crazy but just different degrees of crazy. Just stop and really listen to your internal dialog. now imagine all of it was out there for everyone to hear. It may be hard to believe but you're no different from almost everyone else out there. Everyone thinks different things but if all our thoughts were out there for every one else to hear I think we would have a very different idea of what crazy is. My ambien is kicking in and it always breaks down all the filters. I told myself not do anything in front of people when I'm on anbien because I start to sound crazy and say all the things that I usually keep in my head but I guess that's what this is for so it's ok. Any how I want to get a early start tomorrow, or at least early for me. not that anyone is reading, but if you are, remember that you are crazy; maybe no as much so as the person in the straight jacket, but you ARE crazy.