i feel sort of depressed. I have been washing windows all week and I have to try really hard not to see my reflection all of the time because its even worse than looking in a mirror, because the reflections obscures your eye sockets and the light from the afternoon sun makes your facial features look especially harsh. I hate having to look at myself. I haven't looked in a real mirror in months. I wonder is this is what I really look like to people when im outside.
A girl sort of teased me at lunch because I called her a lady it was nice its too bad it ill be another month before something like that happens. Lately ive had a lot of girls given me bad vibes . So it's a nice change. Im getting really frusterated and I don't know where to point the finger. Is the world cruel, or am I so unlikeable?
I think I will buy some nice clothes this weekend. I will feel better if I look a bit better, even if its just the clothes. I wish I didn't make women so uneasy.
A girl sort of teased me at lunch because I called her a lady it was nice its too bad it ill be another month before something like that happens. Lately ive had a lot of girls given me bad vibes . So it's a nice change. Im getting really frusterated and I don't know where to point the finger. Is the world cruel, or am I so unlikeable?
I think I will buy some nice clothes this weekend. I will feel better if I look a bit better, even if its just the clothes. I wish I didn't make women so uneasy.