The night is only really beginning, but not that it really fucking matters because I have to get up at 6 fucking am. I am starting to miss college not cause of the parties, girls, or wild times, but because I could create without the pressure of "real" life pressing down on me.
I suppose if I really want to I should find a way again. The daily grind is the worst. It fucks with me in the worst of ways. I really don't think I meant for office work, but I have to make ends meet. The American fucking dream and all.
Dreams are persistent mother fuckers. You need sleep, and eventually the dreams come back to smother you in the message they so desperately need to tell you. At least they make for fantastic movie plots.
I can only imagine what most people feel like. Satisfied with the normalices of everyday fucking life. I do what I know is the closest to praying I will ever do for a fucking ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE! Why?! Because, we have created a way of life that is devoid from actually feeling alive. We are safe, and padded in our fucking stupid little safe lives. What is the point of living knowing you are going to live a predictable safe life life to old age? Fuck that....gimme zombie warfare any day.
It is not a coincidence people are attracted to Zombie movies. There is something about true survival that is innate in all humans. We crave the challenge. Those who don't should just die. For the betterment of humans, of course!
So I sit here slugging back cold ones, awaiting the everyday grind to set down on me like the mother fucker that it is. This is not what people are supposed to be doing, living in these fake ass survival roles.
I suppose if I really want to I should find a way again. The daily grind is the worst. It fucks with me in the worst of ways. I really don't think I meant for office work, but I have to make ends meet. The American fucking dream and all.
Dreams are persistent mother fuckers. You need sleep, and eventually the dreams come back to smother you in the message they so desperately need to tell you. At least they make for fantastic movie plots.
I can only imagine what most people feel like. Satisfied with the normalices of everyday fucking life. I do what I know is the closest to praying I will ever do for a fucking ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE! Why?! Because, we have created a way of life that is devoid from actually feeling alive. We are safe, and padded in our fucking stupid little safe lives. What is the point of living knowing you are going to live a predictable safe life life to old age? Fuck that....gimme zombie warfare any day.
It is not a coincidence people are attracted to Zombie movies. There is something about true survival that is innate in all humans. We crave the challenge. Those who don't should just die. For the betterment of humans, of course!
So I sit here slugging back cold ones, awaiting the everyday grind to set down on me like the mother fucker that it is. This is not what people are supposed to be doing, living in these fake ass survival roles.