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mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
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Death is inevitable.
Life binds you to love.
Escape is impossible.
punt:
escape is impossible....

artwork stuff...yeah, we'll chat soon. I need help!
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What is wrong with women these days? I can't get a decent blow job from any of them. Didn't any of their mothers/fathers show them the tricks of the trade? What is wrong with our society. Sex education is not what it used to be. Does anyone read Hussler?
fuji:
i need an old-fashioned whore
at the door tonight
closing her green umbrella, drops of moonlit rain on her
purse, saying, "shit, man, can't you get better music
than that on your radio?
and turn up the heat..."

it's always when a man's swollen
with love and everything
else
that it keeps raining
splattering
flooding
rain
good for the trees and the
grass and the air...
good for things that live alone.

i would give anything
for a female's hand on me
tonight.
they soften a man and
then leave him
listening to the rain.
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Nothing is new... Same old same.. stay tuned!
fuji:
you're always away. i miss your beautiful lap
mcqueen:
looks like I have you to thank for my new Interpol obsession.

Bastard! I want to hate that band...but I can't. biggrin
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I want to watch you cry, while my body is put into the ground.

Six feet down isn't far enough.

I want to watch you scream, while my body falls to the ground.

Six rounds isn't enough.

I want to hear your heart beating out of your chest, while the bottle lay empty on the shelf.

Six pints isn't enough.

I want to see the...
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fuji:
whats left to wait for here
as my hands sleep spent this last year
choking the bottles neck
that pulled you from my bed.
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Lately I want to die. It just seems like it would be easier that way. Then people wouldn't have to worry about me, and I wouldn't have to think about anything.

Oh well.. I wish it were all that easy.
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Apparently I am a robot. I have no emotion, and I am sterile. Like Ketchup I guess.. worse even, catsup, generic.

Shit man, I thought I was doing great!
robot
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I fell.

I fell fucking hard.

Not even like a trip, it was deffinately a fall. At one point I was standing upright, and then the next thing I knew, I was face down, in teeth, blood and tears.

Fuck I hate this shit.
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Fuck it.

I am packing up. I can't stand this shit anymore.

Look for me on the otherside kids. It's been swell.

fuji:
why do you always leave me?
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I haven't really had much to say lately. I have been in a sort of alcohol haze lately. That and vicodin, and whatever else I can get my hands on.

I am not sure if it is just me, or if my position in life, in reference to other people, is changing. I feel like I don't care about anything anymore. It's like everything is...
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