Not even like a trip, it was deffinately a fall. At one point I was standing upright, and then the next thing I knew, I was face down, in teeth, blood and tears.
I haven't really had much to say lately. I have been in a sort of alcohol haze lately. That and vicodin, and whatever else I can get my hands on.
I am not sure if it is just me, or if my position in life, in reference to other people, is changing. I feel like I don't care about anything anymore. It's like everything is... Read More
heres something interesting... in my epic persuit of watching meaningless tv... i was watchin suddently susan today, and there was this dude who wanted to be an actor, doing a peter cook esque (ie: the impressive clergyman in "the princess bride") rendition of Citizen Kane..... it was pretty funny.....
did you know that "Rosebud" was actually William Randolph Hurst's pet name for his wife's cooch? funny aint it...
Ok here it goes. Missed the SGSF partay due to complications in schedule/life/ and the weather.
Fuck I wish the hollidays would get over with so I can get on with my life. I just got a bill in the mail today that I wasn't expecting yet. I am going to be SO BROKE in about a week or so.... Read More
What is it about the night that makes me so nervous. Why is it all okay during the day? What maes me think that things are different when it's sunny outside?
Stayed home from work today.. headaches are getting to me again. That and the depression. I should be dancing in the streets, but instead I am drinking myself stupid.
Cut me open, I bleed oil.
I cry vinegar.
I breathe smoke.
All I can think of is death. I want to kill everything.
I want to burn every bridge,
and dance in the ashes.
I want to beat every dead horse over and over again.
I can't seem to figure you out these days. One day it is one thing, and then another the next. It is becoming increasingly difficult to keep my poker face on.
Timesplitters2: Ooo you can deffinately play co-op It's similar to PD... also there's an 'arcade league' mode where you accept arcade-like challenges + that's how you unlock characters + levels. It's SO indepth there's tonnes to it