I give up. I give in. I believe in the dreams you lead me too, but once you get me there you let me stand like a fool waving my arms around in the air.
I'm not sure why I let you, but I did. I'd like to go, and just walk out your doors and windows but I don't think you'll let me. I remain stuck here, wondering if I'm better off without you...or if I'm better off with you. I'm waving because I'm drowning..not to say hi.
This saving idea..it's stupid. I've been lied to already, and the aftertaste that it leaves on my tongue tastes strangley like plastic...though, I'm sure you'd know nothing about that. Nothing about plastic and estrogen, right?
I'll just sink here, sinking like an idiot. When you give in, it's not drowning, is it?
I'm not sure why I let you, but I did. I'd like to go, and just walk out your doors and windows but I don't think you'll let me. I remain stuck here, wondering if I'm better off without you...or if I'm better off with you. I'm waving because I'm drowning..not to say hi.
This saving idea..it's stupid. I've been lied to already, and the aftertaste that it leaves on my tongue tastes strangley like plastic...though, I'm sure you'd know nothing about that. Nothing about plastic and estrogen, right?
I'll just sink here, sinking like an idiot. When you give in, it's not drowning, is it?
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and yes. I am into astrological signs. I myself am a:
Gemini-Cancer-Gemini
That makes insane. No it doesn't... yes. Yes it does. Why are you always so mean to me?
editied to comment on yer journal
Dude. Giving in isn't drowning. It's lettingyourself get swept down river. Just remember that where you end up is a new starting point. booyah. I hope to meet the "wee thing with curves" at the summer party here in Van...
toodles.
[Edited on Jun 15, 2004 1:10AM]
*hugs*