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How can something so fucked up make me so happy? Can it be that I'm not sad?

Well whatever. ha. It's been an interesting year either way. I like it.

The only thing that makes me sad is not having anyone to talk to about what I'm doing. I guess I have Kay and Wingie, of course I do, but it would be nice to...
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No one knows how hard Argentina was for me
or how lonely I was

I worked so hard

Its not that I dont know I can do it again

I know I can do it again and I know I need to do it again

It would just be nice if someone understood how many miles I had to walk alone
It would be nice...
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I always have the craziest dreams when I sleep in his bed.

last night there was something about these bright red hearts made of something like pottery or porcelain. first there was a premonition in the dream, then three people were hurt by the hearts. I think we were playing softball. The dream setting was one I had never seen before. But that reminds me....
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I LOVE MY ROOMMIE I told him my embarrassing story about my tragic midnight kiss but his reaction was "I bet he loved it!" perspective changes everything

happy new year!

happy new year. starting now.

I wish I had my wingie last night. In short, I

got too drunk

i never get to drunk. why. why did it have to be last night.

it wasnt even midnight
i was puking in kevins bathroom
he came to check on me
i heard everyone counting
i ran out to find him and kiss him during the countdown...
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Sagittarius: History's certainly repeating itself lately, isn't it? If you want things to change, you have to change the patterns you keep falling into.

so true
ouch

why did I sleep with him

i found my fling ;D

I wish there was a way to block ones self from specific other peoples facebooks so that you couldn't shamelessly stalk the people whos happiness you really don't need to know about. ::sigh:: i feel like i just binged on something but it was just facebooking.

current mood: loser.

and I'm supposed to feel thankful right now. ::sigh::

!!

Prevalent media themes I have been noticing lately:

Comic culture of the hipster variety (versus the nerdy variety). Eamplex: Last Sunday's Simpsons.

Same sex sex and I'm not talking about homosexuality. What I have noticed is purely sexual without reference to love or emotions. No one's coming out of the closet, it's not about that. Examples: 1.That Dolce and Gabana (I think?) perfume (or something)...
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