You know what? I love being part of the SG community, and I love being in charge and involved in ponies stuff. These are my 2 passions, for real.
But, more and over those, I am a mother. A mother of my own children I'm raising every day, but also a mother to any child. Love them all.
And I spend a lot of my time being around kids, born from my friends, my colleagues, or strangers. Kids are kids. I love them all.
And in a way, it's killing me, because I can not save them all, even with all my love.
How am I going to deal with this? They're real and they need love.
I want to love.
Will this kill me? And if so, isn't it better than being killed by a cigarette?
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