Well, Friday is here, and I have mixed emotions about the previous days this week, and this coming weekend.
I started my babysitting job, and I do believe it's safe to say, I will be very worn out every afternoon when I get off work. Surprisingly enough, I don't think it'll be due to the 8 month old that I'll watching, but rather the 6 year old. Is it possible that i 6 year old has a little crush on me? Safe to say, probably.
Yesterday was the first day that I watched both of them together, and I didn't have a whole two minutes where I wasn't being tackled, hugged, or tickled. I was so worn out by the time I got home I had to take a little nap. Today we are supposed to go to the fair, but it is raining, so we'll probably end up staying in and doing arts and crafts.
Later today, I hope to go get a new piercing... which will be so freaking awesome. Not as soothing as getting new ink, but it'll do for now.
The above is all the good stuff my week/weekend has entailed.... Below I shall spill the beans about the mixed feelings.
So, as some of you know, I decided to try to be friends with my ex. I figured since I live with his sister, and he needed someone to talk to, why the heck not. I thought it would all be good, that the past was the past, and it wouldn't effect me.
Last night, however, i was having Margaritas with Jess and Steve, and the ex told me he was having a bad night. In a buzzed state of mind, I told him to come over, and hang out. That turned out to be a bad idea, since all those old feelings come cropping back up. They all hit in a wave, and I was so confused all night.
Still am, but not quite as bad as last night while he was here. But now he wants to hang out, just the two of us, and I think that will just lead to disaster. So now, I don't know if we can be friends.
At least I have you guys to keep me company/take my mind off of things.
I love you all so much, you are the greatest! Have a super AWESOME weekend! i know i will try.
I started my babysitting job, and I do believe it's safe to say, I will be very worn out every afternoon when I get off work. Surprisingly enough, I don't think it'll be due to the 8 month old that I'll watching, but rather the 6 year old. Is it possible that i 6 year old has a little crush on me? Safe to say, probably.
Yesterday was the first day that I watched both of them together, and I didn't have a whole two minutes where I wasn't being tackled, hugged, or tickled. I was so worn out by the time I got home I had to take a little nap. Today we are supposed to go to the fair, but it is raining, so we'll probably end up staying in and doing arts and crafts.
Later today, I hope to go get a new piercing... which will be so freaking awesome. Not as soothing as getting new ink, but it'll do for now.
The above is all the good stuff my week/weekend has entailed.... Below I shall spill the beans about the mixed feelings.
So, as some of you know, I decided to try to be friends with my ex. I figured since I live with his sister, and he needed someone to talk to, why the heck not. I thought it would all be good, that the past was the past, and it wouldn't effect me.
Last night, however, i was having Margaritas with Jess and Steve, and the ex told me he was having a bad night. In a buzzed state of mind, I told him to come over, and hang out. That turned out to be a bad idea, since all those old feelings come cropping back up. They all hit in a wave, and I was so confused all night.
Still am, but not quite as bad as last night while he was here. But now he wants to hang out, just the two of us, and I think that will just lead to disaster. So now, I don't know if we can be friends.
At least I have you guys to keep me company/take my mind off of things.
I love you all so much, you are the greatest! Have a super AWESOME weekend! i know i will try.
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