I do believe it is much needed update time. I feel like I need to buckle down and be more active in the online communities I am a part of. Sadly I just haven't had the time to sit down and do a proper blog, so I've avoided doing it completely.
Here goes:
It's been about 3 months (i believe) since the break up... seems like so much longer to me, but the calender doesn't lie. I am profoundly glad for the support I've had during this time. I have a place to stay, great people who care about me, and am making some new friends. As uplifting as the people who I am living with are, they are a married couple, and being around people who are happy can cause me to feel mighty lonely sometimes. For the most part it's great though. We laugh and have an awesome time most of the time
I've had a couple dates but nothing promising so far. I've come to the conclusion that I am picky now. Not in a physical way, although physical attraction plays a big part. It seems like i just have so many more parameters that someone has to fit into, maybe that's because I've grown up? Maybe because I'm done with games and ready for something serious. Yeah i know, I'm 21 and don't know what i want.... Thing is; i do. I've done the dating around/short term fleeting relationship thing, and I'm sick of it. I am looking for someone to be serious with. So, I suppose that is why I'm having a harder time... If iIfeel there is no potential for something serious.... well than I'm not going to pursue anything with that person. Same goes for people who don't show as much interest, because I'm also done with spending time and emotion and effort on someone who won't return it.
Lately I've had some pretty drastic ups and downs as well. Like i mentioned up there ^^ I have been feeling mighty lonely sometimes.... But it's not too bad. And I do have good friends who are there for me. I have gone to my first club.... Had a blast. Danced the night away, and cannot wait to go again
On a much more exciting note, to me at least, I am learning to drive, and feel like I'm doing pretty great. I have been driving everywhere we go, and even got my first taste off driving on the freeway, in the POURING rain. It's definitely not as scary as I thought it would be, and a stick shift is not as hard to drive as I thought it would be.
I am still hoping to do another set soon, just need to get the scheduling down with my photographer..... It seems impossible to get together with her...
Hmmmm I can't think of much else that is too terribly exciting in my life. Mostly a lot of driving practice, cleaning my house, cooking delicious foods and baked goods, and reading, along with hanging with friends, and helping take care of my nephew, it's been a pretty full life.
Oh!!! Excited to see my friend and hang out with a super hot and funny guy this weekend. But i think I'm most excited about trying out these cupcakes I'll be making.
That's it for mow lovelies.
I hope everyone is doing well
Here goes:
It's been about 3 months (i believe) since the break up... seems like so much longer to me, but the calender doesn't lie. I am profoundly glad for the support I've had during this time. I have a place to stay, great people who care about me, and am making some new friends. As uplifting as the people who I am living with are, they are a married couple, and being around people who are happy can cause me to feel mighty lonely sometimes. For the most part it's great though. We laugh and have an awesome time most of the time
I've had a couple dates but nothing promising so far. I've come to the conclusion that I am picky now. Not in a physical way, although physical attraction plays a big part. It seems like i just have so many more parameters that someone has to fit into, maybe that's because I've grown up? Maybe because I'm done with games and ready for something serious. Yeah i know, I'm 21 and don't know what i want.... Thing is; i do. I've done the dating around/short term fleeting relationship thing, and I'm sick of it. I am looking for someone to be serious with. So, I suppose that is why I'm having a harder time... If iIfeel there is no potential for something serious.... well than I'm not going to pursue anything with that person. Same goes for people who don't show as much interest, because I'm also done with spending time and emotion and effort on someone who won't return it.
Lately I've had some pretty drastic ups and downs as well. Like i mentioned up there ^^ I have been feeling mighty lonely sometimes.... But it's not too bad. And I do have good friends who are there for me. I have gone to my first club.... Had a blast. Danced the night away, and cannot wait to go again
On a much more exciting note, to me at least, I am learning to drive, and feel like I'm doing pretty great. I have been driving everywhere we go, and even got my first taste off driving on the freeway, in the POURING rain. It's definitely not as scary as I thought it would be, and a stick shift is not as hard to drive as I thought it would be.
I am still hoping to do another set soon, just need to get the scheduling down with my photographer..... It seems impossible to get together with her...
Hmmmm I can't think of much else that is too terribly exciting in my life. Mostly a lot of driving practice, cleaning my house, cooking delicious foods and baked goods, and reading, along with hanging with friends, and helping take care of my nephew, it's been a pretty full life.
Oh!!! Excited to see my friend and hang out with a super hot and funny guy this weekend. But i think I'm most excited about trying out these cupcakes I'll be making.
That's it for mow lovelies.
I hope everyone is doing well
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mssasha:
Big hug to you.
joliette:
You are just TOO SWEET. Thank you SO MUCH for the love. Really. 