It sounds like you know what you want to do but are scared of living with the decision.
I was in a similar place a little while ago, I took the plunge and have acheived a lot since I can't promise that it'll be the same for you but I do know if you try to deny what you know is true, you'll never be happy. Its damn hard but you won't be all alone.
Well let's all hope nothing rotten happens dear. Seems like you've got a few tough decisions to make and I wish I could help, sounds like there's only one person who can though. You know we're here if you need anyone to talk to. xxx
I was in a similar place a little while ago, I took the plunge and have acheived a lot since I can't promise that it'll be the same for you but I do know if you try to deny what you know is true, you'll never be happy. Its damn hard but you won't be all alone.
[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 1:57PM]