cerephinna

FUNFUNFUN is good.
I wish I could sleep (believe me 4 hours isn't enough either!)
But hey if sleep doesn't work coffee does!

Sounds like you are really doing it the hard way honey!
Hope it doesn't last too long, but I have no doubt you'll come out the other side fine.

I'm glad I don't believe in Karma, if i did....oh boy would I be in trouble!

Bad stuff happens to teach us to enjoy the good stuff, to earn it. This will work out for you.

It sounds like you know what you want to do but are scared of living with the decision.
I was in a similar place a little while ago, I took the plunge and have acheived a lot since I can't promise that it'll be the same for you but I do know if you try to deny what you know is true, you'll never be happy. Its damn hard but you won't be all alone.


[Edited on Jul 09, 2005 1:57PM]

Well let's all hope nothing rotten happens dear. Seems like you've got a few tough decisions to make and I wish I could help, sounds like there's only one person who can though. You know we're here if you need anyone to talk to. xxx

Plenty of places around the world, And plenty at home.

Most people Do not realise what is their own backyard, Australia has a lot of problems, that it needs to solve. And like most countries in the world it has its own pettiness to iron out before it should fix other peoples problems.

THE FAIRY OAK OF CORRIEWATER
The small bird's head is under its wing,
The deep sleeps on the grass,
The moon comes out, and the stars shine down,
The dew gleams like glass:
There is no sound in the world so wide,
Save the sound of the smitten brass,
With the merry cittern and the pipe
Of the fairies as they pass
But oh! the fir maun burn and burn,
And the hour is gone, and will never return.

The green hill cleaves, and forth, with a bound,
Comes elf and elvin steed;
The moon dives down in a golden cloud,
The stars grow dim with dread;
But light is running along the earth,
So of heaven,s they have no need:
O'er moor and and moss with a shout they pass,
And the word is spur and speed-
But the fire maun burn, and I maun quake,
And the hour is gone that will never come back.
this one is also quite long, from a old scottish fairy tale caled Elphin Irving.

Have a book on scottish fairy tales, doesn't seem to have, the fairy flag . Goes from Thomas the Rhymer to The Fairy boy of Leith to The haunted ships.

Hope you are feeling better soon

Aww sorry to hear that petal. Hope you're alright.

[Edited on Jun 25, 2005 8:34AM]

I take it congratulations are on the way petal! Better have a drink to celebrate eh?

Be beautiful, take after her mother

My nephew was born in august 1980.

It was a good time petal.

Seems, you've not been having the same amount of fun though. Seems like you've been caught in the middle of something you didn't deserve to be.

Shall I come out next time, then we could have a laugh and a joke at there expense, lol

Hope you're alright dear

Omg, if you could hook me up with some yorkie action, I would love you forever.

I live in Canada....anything you want that you can't get in the UK? We have most stuff the states do. Let me know your terms, chocolate fairy!!

I'm back petal, look forward to speaking to you soon! Sounds like you need it, lol

Nah!! i have a few of them already.
Looked like you had a great time, so when are you coming over to Oz for a holliday?

have not worked since december, recuperating after a break down and getting better, start looking for work this week. so i can go overseas to see my new great niece or nephew. in ulverston uk

Hello petal, just seen your pics and you look quite lovely. Nothing like your claimed stats me dear.

No more throwing up nin Bicster.

Go up to her and say "some guy from Chicago who is a cyber-friend from an internet porn sit thinks we should be friends," If that doesn't work nothing will.